Chapter 36
Lucius
On the way home, I battle a million questions and an increasing sense of confusion.
What have I done?
Why did I f**k her?
Why did I leave?
I’ve ruined everything. I let biology rule me, and now I don’t know where we stand.
Fucking f**k.
This was the best s*x of my life, but I have no idea if it was the same for her.
Probably not. I bet she was just playing along with this fantasy we’ve built.
If I weren’t in a limo, I’d start pacing, but as is, I just clench and unclench my fists.
I’ve never been in a situation where I liked a woman this much. Never allowed myself to be.
Oh, who am I kidding? I more than like her. And this is all fake. At least it’s supposed to be fake. Only it’s no longer fake on my part.
Maybe I shouldn’t have left. But if I’d stayed, kept
