Beautiful and Brocken

Scared

At school autum looked for Andrew everywhere, but no one had seen him, she waited at the gate for his arrival but the bell had rung and still he was no where to be seen, she wanted to go to his house to see if he had gone home but she didn't know where he lived, he had never told her, after all they only just met a couple days ago, autum decided to go to class and see if he is just running late, his name was yet again called by the teacher "Andrew" and yet again no replies was heard, this point in time autum was starting to get worried, miss! Miss! She yelled at the teacher in hysterics, can I go to the bathroom? Please! Go on then make it quick the teacher said rudely, autum ran out the door and to the boys bathroom but Andrew wasn't there this time autum fell to her knees and started crying, she was terrified for his life, what if i said something that pushed him over the edge?! What if i made him feel worse, she went through everything that happened last night through her head, it seemed so perfect to her, maybe he didn't mean for any of that to happen, maybe he regrets it all, with all the thoughts of last night going through her head she stands up, whipes away her tears and starts walking to class, on her way back she see's Andrew, she runs over to him and wraps her arms around his neck and hugs him tighter then she has ever hugged anyone before, where were you! She screams at him letting him go, I waited and I searched everywhere, where were you! The tears start rushing down her face again, Andrew is in shock about her reaction, it doesn't matter he says walking away, what do you mean it doesn't matter?! She yells at him facing his back, it doesn't matter where I was and it doesn't matter how you feel or how I feel or what happened last! He yells back at autum, how could you say that! Your happy with me arnt you?! She yells back at him with her voice cracking out, that's just it isn't it? Andrew screams, I am your charity case, you don't want to be with me because I make you happy or because you like me! You want to be with me because you think it will prevent me from hurting myself! Well guess what autum! I'm not your charity case, I don't like you and what happened last night was something that shouldn't have happened, then everything went quiet, autum's heart broke on the spot, she looked at him and could barley recognise him anymore, your scared she said quietly, your scared that you might just like me enough to get hurt, so your trying to beat me to the punch, well it worked, you hurt me and now that's it huh? That's the end of that one fantastic night, fallen to piece's all because your scared, autum stood their soaked in her own tears watching Andrews face uncrease as he realizes what he has done, the silence comes to an end when all Andrew can can hear and see is autum walking away.