Hindi ko alam kung ano ang pumasok sa isipan ko noong araw na ‘yon.
We almost... We almost did it. We were on the verge of doing it but I realized it wasn’t the right time. Kahit nagmakaawa ako kay Julian, hindi niya pa rin ginawa at doon ako natauhan.
We got lost in the moment. Hindi ako makapaniwala... Hindi ko akalain na kaya ko iyon gawin. To think that it was me who started it! I can’t seem to swallow everything that happened! Pakiramdam ko ay lulubog ako sa matinding hiya. I honestly just want the ground to open up to swallow me for good.
Kahapon lang iyon nangyari pero sobrang presko pa niya sa isipan ko. To the point that whenever I closed my eyes, that intimate moment will flash in my mind.
At nababaliw na ako dahil tuwing naaalala iyon, nakakaramdam ako ng init!
“Kumusta
