Finding my true mate

Betrayal

After Christmas everything was going great. I found out that one of the girls that I worked with was friends with Collin and she helped him pick out the ring. When he told me that I thought it was really nice of her to help him out. I felt weird about it at the same time but I have no idea why. I pushed that thought to the back of my mind and decided to just enjoy my amazing boyfriend and our time together.

New years eve came around and we decided to party as a group at one of the clubs near the pack territory. When we arrived I couldn't shake the feeling that we were being watched. I didn't want to worry Collin or make him think that I was being weird about something. After the whole thing with his friend Ali helping him with the ring things got weird for me but I tried not to let it get to me.

We had some fun at the club. We knew the owner so we were able to drink. We danced and had so much fun. I got to know Collins friends pretty well while we were there.

Collin had to run to the restroom right before the clock struck midnight.

"Hurry back, I want my kiss at midnight. "

I said to him as he was walking away. He smiles at me and winked, making butterflies go insane in my stomach and my body heat up.

I went to sit back down and I was watching the clock. there was 3 minutes til midnight, plenty of time for him to get back before the clock strikes midnight. I was talking with the group of friends that we brought when I noticed Ali, Collins friend in the crowd walking towards the restrooms. I trusted Collin, but I didn't trust this girl for some reason. Something just rubbed me the wrong way.

go to our mate Kallie. But stay calm.

Okay, but what is going on Kristy. what is taking him so long ?

go towards the restroom and see for yourself.

I took a deep breath looked at the clock. 60 seconds til midnight. I went towards the restroom and what I saw, Had my blood boiling. I was about to rip this b*****s head off!

I stormed over to Collin and realized it was Ali. She was inches away from kissing him. I pushed her from the side.

Collin instantly looked at me and came to my side. "Kallie... baby don't, she didn't do anything. We didn't do anything. it's not worth ruining this night out together." He was holding my hand and trying to calm me down but I was seeing red. He grabbed me by the waist, and tried to get me to come with him.

"Get off me! what the f**k did I just almost witness?!" I screamed.

"Kallie... I um... I'm so sorry. I don't know what happened. I would never do anything to hurt you or ruin your relationship with Collin.... I drank too much.... I am truly sorry. Collin was not trying to do anything with me, he loves you and you are so lucky to have him. I would be lying if I said that I wasn't jealous. But please. don't blame him. this was all me. I drank way too much."

I walked up to her and got right in her face " I am going to let this slide this one time you stupid s**t, but mark my word if I see so much of a flirting glance in his direction I will rip you limb from limb, unsderstand?!" I said with venom in my voice. She nodded and I turned around and grabbed Collins hand and gave him the most passionate kiss, we had our kiss shortly after the clock struck midnight. I think I made myself pretty clear that I'm not to be messed with.

We ended up calling it a night. Collins brother and sister in law were out of town so he was staying at their place to keep an eye on the house. We decided to go there and I stayed the night with him.

When we got to the house, he picked me up by my thighs and made out for what felt like eternity. When we came up for air he set me down gently.

"Let's shower" he said with a smile on his face.

"You don't have to tell me twice ! " I said a little too excitedly.

Before we could even make it to the bathroom clothes were falling off of us. I stepped into the shower first and Colling was behind me. I pushed him onto the shower seat so that I could suck on him for a while, I loved having his d**k in my mouth, almost as much as I loved it in my p***y. When my jaw was sore from him f*****g my mouth, I stood up and turned around and slid my dripping wet p***y all the way down onto his rock hard c**k. I started moving up and down and feeling every inch of him inside me made me moan so loud, I was thankful nobody was home because they definitely would have heard me. We were in this position for about 30 minutes before he took full control and lifted me up and slammed me into the wall and f****d as hard as he could. Next thing I know I was being bent over and rammed from behind. I had already had goddess only knows how many orgasms but this one I could feel myself getting weak as it built up. I knew he had finished in my once already but he kept going, and who was I to stop him. This was the most amazing s*x we had ever had thus far.

Finally we both finished together. We finished out our shower pretty quickly after that because the water was getting pretty cold. We were exhausted at this point and decided to go ahead and go to bed. We fell asleep in eachothers arms and all of my worries and doubts because of Ali were instantly washed away.

When I woke up the next morning I turned over and gave him a kiss on the cheek. I snuck out of bed in just my t shirt and panties and went to the restroom. I woke him up by sucking on his C**k and then when he was fully ready for me I rode him until he burst inside of me. Once we were done I decided to make some breakfast. I made omelets fully loaded and we sat down in bed and just enjoyed being near eachother. How could I have ever thought that this man would do something to hurt me intentionally. I guess I am more jealous than I thought. Oh well.

Once we finished eating, we just spent time watching movies and hanging out. I decided that I should make my way home at some point because my dad would be worried about me. When I got home, he didn't even look at me. Just said his hellos and went back to working on packhouse politics and all that fun stuff that I just didn't care to be a part of.

I couldn't help but think about what our first valentines day was going to be like. Hopefully it was amazing. I was sure it would be. I found myself day dreaming about spending the rest of my life with Collin. I would be the luckiest girl on the planet. The day I turn 18, I want to mark him and make him mine and for him to officially make me his.

Working at Kohls was alot of fun. I was getting ready for my shift that afternoon when I got a text from my friend that I head met up there Lynne. Her and Cody had met and they thought eachother were hot or whatever so I decided to try to hook them up. They both were compete opposite so I wasn't sure about it but Lynne had just gotten out of a long relationship and so had Cody so they were planning to take things slow. Which was good because that could cause some issues for everyone around them and that was simply something that I not only didn't need, but didn't want.

When I got to work later that day Lynne and I were working together and we always had so much fun. I always hoped that we would be scheduled together. We trained together when we both started so it was meant to be. Lynne was a human so I had my doubts about her, well... I thought she was human anyway. Turned out she was a witch human hybrid which was pretty awesome. Having a witch on you side? Uh yes please!

We got off work and Lynne took me to sonic to grab something to eat and then she asked me to come stay the night with her, sounded like fun to me. We snuck her parents Kahlua liquor and it was the best thing I had tasted. We got wasted and I decided to text Collin and tell him exactly how much I loved him. He thought I was funny and cute because I was drunk. I meant everything I said though.

The next few weeks went by with no issues. Valentines day was coming up and it was never really something that I looked forward to before, but this year was different. I was madly in love with someone. I was so excited to spend the day with him after school.

I was in my 5th period class when someone knocked on the door. They had a bunch of different flowers for different people and I never in my life expected any of them to be for me. To my surprise the teacher called my name to get my flowers. Collin had sent me flowers. I was so over the moon over this. It was the best day at school ever. I could see the jealousy in the other girls faces but I didn't care. I was so happy and nothing was going to ruin this day for me. I was on cloud 9. I texted Collin when I got a moment that the teacher wasn't looking.

-you are the best boyfriend in the whole world. thank you so much for the roses. they are beautiful. I love you baby!

-I am glad that they got to you. I love you too. I will see you after work today okay?

-okay. see you then. can't wait.

The rest of the day at school flew by surprisingly. I went home and waited for the text from Collin for what seemed like forever. I knew he was working at the gymnasium. Sometimes he was there late and sometimes not.

I ate dinner and just decided to lay down until I head from him. I ended up falling asleep. I woke up to my phone ringing.

"hello? "

"Hey baby. sorry it's so late, do you still want me to come over tonight? "

"Wow you have been working this whole time? well yes I want you to come over here still it's Valentines day!"

"yeah I know I'm sorry. I am outside your house right now. Come out here."

"be right there." I said and hung up.

I looked at the time. it was already almost 10pm. Why was he at work so d**n late!? The thing that really got under my skin is that I found out that his little friend Ali worked with him as her part time job from Kohls but she decided to quit Kohls and go there fulltime and of course to me it was to see Collin more. He said that was not it and that they hadn't seem much of eachother at work since new year anyway.

I let him into the house and we went to my bedroom. He had a giant box of chocolate for me and a big red teddy bear holding a heart.

He sat down next to me and held my hands while he kissed me and then he let out a sigh.

"Kallie, I need to tell you something."

my heart dropped to the pit of my stomach.

"okay...?"

"Tonight, when I was leaving work Ali ... kissed... me."

The emotions that I went through in that moment were so too much. I looked at him confused. I couldn't do anything but start crying. This stupid b***h was trying to take away my happiness. Why was she doing this to me?! I don't understand.

"She did what? but why would she do that ? she knows we are together. She helped you pick out my ring for me knowing you were with me. She helped me get my job at Kohls. Why is she doing this?!"

I just cried. I didn't know how to act. Collin hugged me and kissed me again and made me look at him. "No Kallie, babe don't cry. Please. I told you because I don't want to keep things from you. it didn't mean anything. at least not to me. I pushed her away from me when she did it. I really don't know why she has done the things she's been doing. She told me she's liked me for a while."

"So why now? why act on it now!?" I was just don't. I laid down and rolled onto my side and just cried into my pillow. He laid down next too me and just held me telling me over and over again that I had absolutely nothing to worry about and how much he loved me.

For the first time in our relationship, I felt threatened like life wasn't perfect any longer and like this could all be taken away from me in the blink of an eye. I didn't like that feeling one bit.

We did end up of course f*****g eachothers brains out for 3 hours that night. I think it was angry make up type s*x but it was filled with all the love and the passion in the world. As it always had been. I knew in that moment that nothing had changed between us, but I couldn't help but feel betrayed by Ali, she had helped him with my gifts and with me getting a job, but she was doing that so I would trust her. At least that is how it seemed. I decided not to dwell on that and just move on. I didn't want Collin to think that I was going to get jealous and possessive over him and clingy or whatever. I didn't want to lose him.

Over the next few months things remained the same but things started to get a little shaky. We had started to have disagreements. He wasn't calling as much anymore or texting. He was spending more time at the gym after hours with his friends and less time with just us. I told him I wanted to go watch him to his gymnastics stuff at the gym and he was happy to take me. Ali and Dillon were there. Apparently they had started dating when she couldn't steal Collin from me. I didn't care. She was putting on a front with me and decided to make friends with me so I forgave her but I didn't trust her. Things were still just different between Collin and I but I didn't know why or how it was different. Maybe it was all in my head and I wad just looking into it too much. That was a good possibility.

I loved him and he loved me. Nothing was going to come between us. The more I thought about this though, the more clingy I got and the more I felt like I needed to make sure I knew what was going on at all times. My calling started to bother him and I could tell he was annoyed by me alot of the time. He even ignored me for a full day after a disagreement which stressed me to the point of I didn't eat, sleep or even leave my bedroom.

It started to feel like I was losing him. I tried my hardest to make everything work and keep him happy, but for the first time I didn't know if we were going to last forever like I had hoped.

I prayed to the moon goddess to help me through this. I loved Collin and love conquers all... or so they say.

we will get through this right Kristy?

Of course we will Kallie. No relationship is perfect. We love him and he loves us. That is all we need. He won't leave us. We are his mate.

you are right. there's nothing to worry about. Thanks Kristy.

of course Kallie. always here for you.