Kade didn't know how long her was going to be away. I had to keep it a secret that I was finding rides to take me to the jail to see him. I had Jessica take me most times, but occasionally I found a guy to take me. They knew where they were taking me and why. I didn't lead anyone on to think there was a chance for anything else happening, but still they wanted to take me out to the movies and things. I agreed but just as friends. One of the guys was someone I had known since middle school. Daniel. He was a good looking guy. He was sweet and respectful but I was not interested in moving on from Kade. When he took me home after the movie, he said "We should do this again sometime." I agreed but felt weird about it. I didn't want him to think something more was going to happen. I didn't a

