“Friday”
Law
Friday has finally arrived. I've arranged to get off work early. I had Brazilian wax done earlier in the week but still needed to get a mani pedi done.
As I leave work, I get a text from Cub...
Baby Girl
Cub, How's your day going?
Good so far. Getting off on time for a change.
Sweet! Guess that means I need to hurry up and get my errands done then...lol
Yeah about that. You should be able to take your time.
Oh really? Why's that? You getting cold feet? Chickening out on me? Bock bock bock bock...lol
No, not chicken...lol. Just Karen, the other girl I've been talking to is complaining I haven't came and seen her. She wants me to come tonight. I told her I would come tonight and then come see you tomorrow.
I see. Well that's your choice. See who you want, when you want. You're your own man.
Baby Girl, You sure you okay with it. I was thinking I could come see you on Saturday night.
As I'm driving to the nail salon I'm thinking over our text messages and all I see is red. I'm pissed! I’m ready to say f**k it. We are done. I don't even blame Karen. It's his damn fault. All the build up to Friday and now he’s going to see Karen. He can f*****g have her. I’m done. Knew it would happen, just didn't expect it this soon. This didn't even get off the ground good, at least I wasn't hurt by him, just mad.
Throughout the rest of the day we talk, I've already decided to cut all communication with him. I kept my text friendly but short. I wouldn't be anyone's second choice, nor would I be rescheduled on without just cause. I’m glad I saw his true colors before we had s*x. Last thing I want is another player. He wants another girl, fine, we are poly after all, my hearts not involved, but I won't be second fiddle to no girl.
You make plans with me first, those plans come first, period. It’s a deal breaker for me. I finally decided he needs an answer regarding Saturday night when he mentioned it for the third time. I text him the following...
Cub, you have been fun to talk to. Seem like a great guy. I wont be available Sat. Have fun Friday night at your girls house!
Baby Girl are you not going to talk to me anymore..
Oh, I'm going to talk to you... I'm talking now aren't I? =) =D I just have plans Sat.
I didn't tell him, but my plans included calling my FWB for some c**k and to get my head on straight again. FWB was good at picking up the pieces for Hubs and I after some guy turned out to be a real d-bag.
Not sure what happened, maybe it was the text, but throughout the course of the day on Friday he changed his mind. He decided he wanted to come after he got off work as planned. Not sure I still wanted him to at this point, but I’m horny and at least I know what to expect in the future.
For now, I’ll f**k him and give him the time of his life. When he heads home Friday night/Saturday morning no harm no foul- no matter what he decides. It will be his first, last and only chance with us. At least I won't be hurt.
Friday Night
Law
He walks in Friday night with a big grin on his face. All I can see is his sexy red and brown goatee around his beautiful smiling face. I want to kiss him. I want to know if his lips feel as good touching me as they look like they would be. I want him instantly. I wanna hug him and hold him. I don't think I will ever get tired of staring at his beautiful brown expressive eyes and the look of joy on his face. I wanna just hold him and laugh and look into that lovely face. I don't think I’ve ever met anyone that I could just get lost in the look in their eyes and the expression on their face till now. He’s so f*****g cute and when he talks, he makes me wet. I love the sound of his voice. It's like silk over rough wood with a country twang that just makes me wanna listen to every word that comes out of those sexy lips. I wanna kiss those lips and feel them on me. I want his hands to caress my body and slide into me making me moan in pleasure. I want him. I want all of him.
I hug him at the door and he wraps his strong arms around me, holding me. He feels so good. I feel instantly safe. My head is buried into his chest, he’s tall and I’m short. His chin rest perfectly on top of my head as we hug. I don’t wanna let him go, but know I must. I can't stop smiling. My heart is racing and I’m giddy with excitement that he’s here. I wonder if he feels the same.
I remind myself he's just a f**k who doesn't care about me. He almost didn't come tonight. It was just the thought he might loose his chance that got him here. Jokes on him. For all his words of I want a relationship and I'm tired of the games the girls my age play, he just proved he plays games too.
Cub
As I stare down at her smiling face and beautiful green eyes, I could kick myself. I've been a complete ass. I know better but I've been celibate for a year. I need s*x. Palmala and her five sisters just aren't getting the job done any more. "Karen" was promising s*x if I came saw her tonight, Law isn't.
I want a relationship with Law and Woody but damn according to the chat group they make all the guys wait a month before full on s*x. The sane part of my brain knows relationships take work and time. Yet my raging hormones can't take much more. Law is hot, smart and beautiful.
Everyday she puts a smile on my face. She already is becoming a big part of my thoughts. I am constantly checking my phone for a text from her. I scroll back through the group to see who she has flirted with and who has flirted with her. Just the thought of another guy besides Woody touching her sends me into a blind rage.
I never thought it possible to have both my needs for a male and female met at the same time. That I can have both amazes me. I look at them, I talk to them, I see their love for one another and I want to be a part of that love. I look over at Woody who is sitting there watching us with a smile on his face.
He's 5'4 and stocky. He has steel grey eyes that only soften when he looks at Law. He's quiet. He's the type of man that will kill you if you try to hurt those whom he loves. He reveals nothing of what he's thinking or feeling except when he looks at her. You can see and feel the love they have for one another. I want that love from him. I want to provide that same love to her. I want that same love from them. I never believed in love at first sight, but it may have just happened to me. I'm so glad I followed my heart and not my c**k tonight. I may not have s*x tonight, but at least I will be building something that will far outlast the orgasm I would have had.