Magic in the Past

Prologue

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PROLOGUE

"Unnie, keep this bracelet for me please", a fan gave me a blue handmade bracelet and it's so cute. of course I'm gonna keep it because it's given from a fan and I won't put their efforts in waste.

"okay, I promise I'm gonna keep this" I made a cute smile to her and she smiled back, she's the last fan na magpapa-sign ng album kaya nakahinga na ko ng maluwag. Hindi naman sa may ginawa akong masama, bawas schedule lang ganoon. I'm so stress this past few days na din kasi.

Hindi din naman sa ayaw kong makita ang mga fans ko, of course I want to see them and know them. Siguro dahil may kaunti na kong free time.....parang ganoon.

We waved to our fans before we went backstage because it's the end of the meet. "Eunice, Saranghae!".I immediately looked to that fan, "I love you too"(korean).I shouted.Agad namang naghiyawan ang mga fans dahilan para mapakaway ako.The other members are saying goodbye as well, we vowed and went backstage. My gosh sarap sa feeling.

" Nagseselos na ko sa'yo Eunice ahh" reklamo ni Micka pagkapasok namin sa van,ano na namang ikinaseselos neto. "Narinig ko yung fan na yun, sabi niya bias niya daw ako, tas sa'yo nag ' I love you', nakakaselos ha".she pouted when she found her seat. Others are laughing on her betrayal face. Nakakatawa naman talaga. Parang batang hindi binigyan ng lollipop.Magkasing-edad lang kami pero parang bata umasta, o ako lang nakakapansin..bahala siya.

I thought sa isang araw na kami magkakaroon ng schedule ulit, meron pa palang charity program bukas. Good thing, it's charity program, kung hindi, ipapa-cancel ko, char. Nakasanayan ko na kasing pumunta sa charity program lalo na nung ballet era ko.

We were given a time for packing the things we'll give. Sabi nila, old things daw na pwede pang gamitin,but I want to buy them gifts pa din. Pero naghalungkat pa rin ako ng mga luma kong gamit para ibigay kaysa naman matambak dito, yung okay pa naman at pwede pang gamitin.

Others are also busy at their house to pack the things they'll give. Except na nga lang kay Kassandra dahil kahapon pa daw sya nakapag-handa. Alam na pala niya, hindi manlang sinabi. Kassandra is helping me to pick what I want to give, pero parang nakaka-perwisyo pa.

"How about this? We'll gonna donate this right? Hindi naman siya gaanong importante" Kass asked with a teasing smile on her face while holding my pair of ballerina shoes.Obviously pissing me off. napaka-epal talaga.

"Sige, pakisabay na rin to, hindi din naman to gaanong importante".I scoffed, holding her favorite necklace.Importante din kasi sa kanya yun.

She immediately grabbed the necklace and mocked me, parang bata lang. Napairap nalang ako habang nag-peprepare. Ito talagang babae na to, ang galing galing mang-asar, pikon din naman.

Pero hindi naman nya ugaling mang-asar, kasi kadalasan kami ang nang-aasar sa kanya mwehehehe.

I just wore a white turtleneck long sleeved partnered with a pink baggy sweater and black pants with boots and a dark pink beret hat.I also wear a scarf dahil malamig. Kassandra is wearing a gray long-sleeved turtleneck and a blazer.She also wear a scarf dahil napaka lamig nga kasi. Halos magkapareho lang kami ng style iba lang color.

Pagkababa palang namin sa van ay nagsisigawan na ang mga tao. Right.it's their first time to meet us, it's okay though, ganyan din naman ako dati pag may dadating na celebrity sa program.Kaso ako yung pinagkakamalang celebrity, ehe! char.

Nagpapa-picture na ang mga tao kaya medyo nagkakagulo. Hindi naman ganon kadaming tao at hindi naman kami hinahatak dahil lumabas na ang mga taong nabigyan ng donation dahil magii-skate, sumama naman si Larrah at mabilis tumakbo palabas.She probably miss her first love.

"Eunice, omygosh it's you!, I didn't know we'll see each other here!".a familiar girl walk towards me and hugged me. She's so familiar, I keep thinking where I saw her. My eyes widened when I finally recognize her.

"Monica? Monica, it's you! ".I hugged her again when she let me go.Niyakap din naman niya ko nang mahigpit.Right. she's my friend when I'm still doing ballet. Siya ung nag-aasist at nagtuturo sa'kin noon nung baguhan palang ako kaya close na close kami. Sobrang bait din niya at laging blooming, You can still see the Korean figures that she got from her mom, and some filipino figures that she got from her dad.Sa Pilipinas siya lumaki kaya marunong magtagalog.

" Why are you here? " , I asked. Still smiling. Mygod ang ganda pa rin niya, tumangkad ng kaunti pero yung mukha niya hindi halos nagbago.

"Oh, I sponsored the food, anyways, tell me about yourself. I missed you alot, I heard you're a big time no-"

"Ouch!" my eyes widened when a strange man held her arm. "Hey!" I tried to pull her other arm but she said it's fine, she knew that guy. Suspicious.

My lips formed an 'o' when I saw a familiar card like me on his ID, so it's an idol huh. Kaya pala ganun itsura,familiar. The guy is wearing a gray turtleneck long-sleeved with a black sweater partnered with denim pants, he also wearing a black bucket hat, sunglasses and mask.Alam ko na pag gantong pormahan. Idol yan. Ganyan ako minsan eh. Lalo na kapag pupunta ako sa bahay ng boyfriend ko, kaso hindi ako nagtatagal kasi ginigising ako ni Bea

"I'm sorry Eunice, we'll talk nalang next time" she told me bago napilitang sumama sa lalaki. I just waved to the people before going back in front.Di ko nalang pinansin dahil mukhang boyfriend niya ata yung lalaki.Na-curious tuloy ako kung sino. Wait, pareho kami ng card diba? so galing din yun sa bighit! Oh my gosh! Mas lalo lang ako na-curious.

"Thank you for inviting us, it's really nice to see you"(korean). Beyonce said on her last speech as the leader of the group.Lagi lang akong napapatingin sa kaniya lalo na pag ngumingiti haha ang cute kasi parang hindi leader, lalo na ung deep dimples nya haha. She's so professional when she talk in front of people. Well,she get used to it. Lagi kasing leader yan and president kaya sanay na.

Kumaway-kaway kami sa mga tao habang pabalik sa van.Medyo mahirap na nga lang ngayon at mas madaming tao dahil nasa labas na kami ng venue. Madami pang nagfa-flash na camera kaya medyo masakit sa mata. Mamaya nasa balita na'to. Sikat na ko shet.

Pagkapasok ko sa van ay nagku-kuwentuhan na sila. Ang iba ay nagpipicture pa, parang hindi napagod ah. Napatingin kaagad ako sa mukha ni Larrah na paiyak na, tinanong ko agad siya kung bakit. She's so quiet, di ako sanay .

"I saw him kanina,he's obviously hiding from people. I saw him with a girl. The girl caressed his face and hugged him.He hugged back,he looks....happy".Mabilis niyang sabi. Larrah look so hurt. "I'm glad that he's happy and completely moved on but.." she sighed. "Nevermind, its my fault anyways" she gave me a small smile na para bang sinasabi niya na okay siya...kahit alam kong hindi.

"Go talk to him", Jhercy said while forcing herself to sleep. Umiling naman itong si Larrah bago bumuntong hininga. I know Larrah love him ever since they were a kid, but she has reasons kung bakit di siya maka-amin, sabi niya, ayaw niya daw yun masaktan, pero alam naming lahat na mahal din siya nun.

The following days are just like usual. We did some photoshoot, events, madami pa,ayoko ng isa-isahin at baka ma-stress lang ako lalo. But mostly, nag-papractice kami ng dance skills dahil malapit na ang comeback. I'm so excited. Finally!

After we went to the gym ay inunahan ko na silang pumunta sa CR at maligo. Naririnig ko pang tumatakbo yung iba at nag-uunahan pero tumigil na nung narinig nilang bumukas yung shower. Kawawa naman. Kakukupad kasi.

Pagkatapos kong mag-shower ay nag-uunahan na silang pumasok. I just did my skincare before going to bed. Pero nag-selca muna ako kasi feeling ko ang fresh ko tonight.Ako lang to mga mars.

Euniceofficial: I had a great day! Goodnight twighlights!, I love you!

#starzoneEunice

Wala pang isang minuto ay andami na agad nag-like, Hindi ako makatulog kaya tinignan ko nalang ang mga comments.

realStarLight: I love you too unnie:3

STZlight:goodnight, noonaaa,so cuteee!

nalitwighlight_: unnie, I'm ugly without mug.;)

JherNice_TW: sweet dreams unnie,post a selca with Jhercy soon :D

My smile faded.Kumunot ang noo ko matapos makita yung comment at pangalan ng isang fan. shiniship nila ako kay Jhercy?! normal na siguro yun sa mga fandom, pero ako?kay Jhercy? eh lagi nga kaming nagbabangayan nun.

Nagso-scroll lang ako sa twitter hanggang sa antukin ako, pero nawala yung antok ko nang makita ko yung post ng pre-debut picture ko.Gagi! San nila nakuha to?! I think I was 13 years old dun sa picture, yun yung time na paiyak na ko kasi feel ko ako yung may kasalanan kaya natalo kami sa isang ballet contest ata, nakangiti ako, pero yung ngiting parang natatae habang may namumuong luha sa mata ko, tas yung mga teammates ko tinatawanan ako, ako pa talaga nasa gitna! Kinalimutan ko na to eh! Nakakainis naman! Natulog nalang ako ng may sama ng loob, suyuin nyo ko twighlights, char.

The days pass with almost the same schedules. Minsan may free time.Not until we saw a message from our manager. Nagulat agad kami dun. Mas lalo lang akong kinabahan.

'starzone, tomorrow is the start of the dance practice for the MV, you'll gonna meet the choreographer and back-up dancers,get ready! Goodluck'(korean)

I scrolled to see the other messages.

you'll gonna have a special back-up dancer.

Its written in Korean. Special back-up dancer? eh halos lahat ng back-up dancers namin ay special dahil lahat mgagaling. What so special to you huh.Bigla tuloy akong kinabahan. Parang may kakaiba.

I scrolled through the entire messages but its just the time and schedules for practices.

We were so excited for tomorrow so we slept early. Nag-alarm si Beyonce ng 7am para magising kaming lahat. Medyo tanghali na pero okay lang, napagod din naman kasi kami kagabi.

"Good morning sunshines, today is the big day! " Beyonce's voice is too loud kaya nagising na lahat. Binuksan niya pa yung bintana grabe. Walang respeto, char. Pumapalakpak pa talaga, parang di kaibigan ah.

Gumayak nalang kami ng mabilis dahil 9 daw dapat andun na, kabagal pa naman maligo ng mga to. Nagsuot nalang ako ng Dancer outfit na tugma sa kanila para may similarities naman.Nakita ko si Kassandra na umiinom na ng kape habang nagcecellphone, ang blooming niya ngayon ah. Pero bakit laging ang bilis niya gumayak.

"Dating." she scoffed and drink her coffee.

"I heard Sunghoon is dating a non-showbiz.So tama ka nga, siguro nakapag move on na. are you okay Larrah?" Andi opened a topic while we were in the elevator. Ang tahimik kasi nila, halatang kinakabahan. Na-dispatch na pala na dating na daw si Sunghoon. I wonder kung sino yung girl. Wait, parang kinutuban ako.

"of course, I'm fine" Larrah replied in soft voice. But we know its all lie. Di nalang kami nagsalita dahil baka kung ano pang mangyari.Sila Micka at Jhercy ay nagiingay na ngayon, binabawal naman sila ni President Bea.Si Kass ay nakapikit na, halatang napipikon. Inaasar kasi siya ni Andi na di naman daw siya matalino kasi di daw alam kung manok o itlog yung nauna, parang tanga lang.Nakikisali na ko ngayon sa pang-aasar sa kanila para di ako kabahan hehe. Na-weweirduhan siguro yung mga staff dito.

Di kasi sila nakakaintindi ng Tagalog.Kami kasi ang first kpop girl group na lahat ay may half pinoy hehe.Flex,char.

Si Larrah naman ay tahimik lang, nag-iisip isip.hindi ako sanay na ganito siya.Nasasaktan ako para sa kanya.

Bumukas naman na agad yung elevator kaya naglakad kami agad.

Pagkabukas sa practice room ay pumasok kami agad. Sinalubong naman kami ng choreographer with a wide smile. Beyonce greet her and she told us to get ready.

I smiled to the choreographer, but it faded when she introduced the back-up dancers. Parang may kung anong bumara sa dibdib ko. Hindi ako makahinga ng maayos.

"Hi starzones, this is Sunoo from enhypen, I'm pretty sure you know him"(korean).

Of course, I know him

"He's the special back-up dancer for your choreography"(korean).

Napalunok agad ako. Bakit? bakit siya pa? pwede naman yung ibang members nalang diba? Bakit? Bakit ang lapit niya sakin? Hindi ako sanay. Hindi ako sanay sa presensya niya, lalo na't mas malapit pa siya ngayon.

Naalala ko na pwede palang mag back-up dancer din ang mga idols para ma-enhance ung dance skills nila. Ganito rin ako dati.Pero di ko naman alam na siya rin. Sa group pa namin. Parang di ko kakayanin.

I immediately looked away when his gaze turned to me, his smile faded. Of course alam niyang andito ako. Pero ako, hindi.

"Hi, It's nice to see you again" (korean).He said. greeting us while looking at me.

I'm glad to see you again.I wanted to see you again. But not this time. I'm not ready. I'm not ready to face you.

To face what I've done