Monday ..
It's Monday.
I had not being able to sleep....
I had begged Pops for sleeping pills, anything to help me sleep but he said he'd stay with me till I was off, but that was not what I wanted.
I wanted to be asleep, like a log of wood, without me having to worry in fear that someone was staring at at me...
Watching me while I was sleeping...
I look for my makeup kit hurriedly, knowing I was already going to be late, and stare at the bag, though it all looks like it's me trying to assemble me a computer but after five minutes, I had it all figured out.
It was little, because I did not want anyone to ask why I was suddenly back on track.
I add just little foundation, mascara and black eyeshadow to brush all over the dark circles around my eyes before I put my hair in a french b
