I do not leave my room and no one disturbs me. The place is silent and eerie even, except the thousand times that my phone rings and i see a message from Tyler begging me to talk to him or reply his message, and then messages of him asking if he was the reason I didn't come to school and asking if I was okay. I apparently answered none. Managing to keep myself busy by doodling incessantly on my journal, I had another shower, changed into a pink hoodie and ragged black jeans with converse sneakers before heading out my room and down the stairs. I check the kitchen, deja vu filling me up almost immediately, but I shudder and take out a box of juice, shutting the fridge door and heading outside, freezing at my steps and it is definetely not because it feels like my freezer's literally bee

