FORBIDDEN LOVE

CHAPTER 3 PINKY PROMISE

The day has been going by slowly, I have to admit. All the classes have been boring, especially Professor Winston's. I don't know why but today I caught him looking at my legs and when he noticed he just cleared his throat and continued teaching his class as usual. I don't understand it.

You may go out for your break- Mr. Winston says, I look at my phone, there is ten minutes left until break, I frown.

As soon as I try to leave, Professor Winston stops me.

Miss Moore, please lower your skirt and sit properly - he murmurs and I nod. But I ignored him.

I walk over to the table where I typically sat with Emily and see a male figure sitting there, I frown.

Oh, Nina! This is Luke, the new guy- he says, then I look at him and smile. I wave at him and he waves back. I look at Emily, sighing. She already got him. He came from Australia and he's staying here until he finishes high school- Emily says and snuggles up, Luke just strokes her hair.

I smile and start eating my typical fruit. As soon as the bell rings I quickly enter the classroom and the classes begin to pass quickly, and in less time than I expected I was already in the waiting room to enter Mr. Gray's office.

Miss Moore, come in please.- Mr. Gray says, I get up with my things and go in. I sit down quickly and Mr. Gray licks his lips.- How are you today?- he asks kindly, I’m Good- you know? I was thinking about the questions you asked me yesterday and I could tell that you were left with many doubts- he says and I nod.- Well, you can take advantage of this hour so that I can answer your questions.- he comments, I lick my lips.

I don't remember my doubts, could you give me the paper again?- I ask and he swallows.

I'm sorry, once it's delivered I can't return it, he says and I nod.- But I can answer whatever i remember,- he says, I nod and start to think.

My kind of relationship, before I interrupted him he was going to say something- I whisper and he nods

Well, miss.

Call me Nina please- I say and he nods.

Well, Nina. There are actually several types of relationships- he says and I nod.- normal relationship: boy falls in love with girl. Boy dates girl. After a while, boy and girl live together, the normal thing- he says, I nod- s*x-only relationship: where everything is s*x, s*x and s*x. Zero feelings, zero love, zero nothing.

Just s*x- I say and he nods.

Then, there's the long distance relationship: where the couple is separated by miles- he says, and I nod.- There's the masochistic relationship: where they hurt each other, but deny it.

What kind of damage?- I ask and he stammers.

Any kind really- he says, then there's the pseudo-masochistic relationship: where they hurt each other, but they actually like it. Most of the time they hurt each other in a s****l way, where they seek pleasure- he says and I start to blush, Professor Gray smiles- another example could be incest.

ughhh- I say and he laughs tenderly

There are also b**m relationships.- he says and I shake my head.

What is that?- I ask and he licks his lips.

It is a variety of erotic practices and fantasies- he answers- in reality they are acronyms, which are made up of Bondage; Discipline and Domination; Submission and Sadism; and finally Masochism- he says, I gulp.

I still don't know what that is.- he laughs.

An example could be DD/LG he says, I frown, in a few words: daddy kink- he murmurs and I gulp- it's where a man dominates the relationship and has to be called daddy by his "babygirl", whom he pampers in every possible way and only seeks the satisfaction of both, whether sexually or emotionally. Although there is an age difference.- he murmurs and I can hear how his voice lowers in tone and becomes more hoarse. My breathing was beginning to accelerate a little.

Could you explain it to me more?- I ask and he smiles.

I don't think it's right- he whispers and I swallow again.

Have you ever practiced DD) LG?- I ask and he laughs.

Any other questions about the quiz?- he asks and I gasp.

Does the age of the guys I date or have s*x with affect my type of relationship? - I ask and he shrugs.

Most of the time yes- he answers. Most of the time when younger girls have a relationship with an older guy, it's usually just s*x, for money or some kind of BDSM.- he answered, gulping.

Have you ever experimented with a person older than you? - I ask and he laughs.

Miss, I think that's personal.

But you asked me the same thing on your paper- I say and he swallows- it's unfair that you know such personal things about me and I don't know about you, you know?- I ask and he sighs.

Any other questions about the sheet?

What is your age preference, Mr. Gray? I ask and he licks his lips.

Well, we'll continue then.- he says and I snort- look, Nina. As the school psychologist, I promise not to say anything you say to me, but you also have to promise not to say anything we talk about here.- he murmurs and I nod.- For both our sakes.- he says and I raise my eyebrows. He takes out a document and hands me a pen.

I start reading it.

In short, it says that everything I say will be confidential and if Mr. Gray were to disclose it, I have every right to sue him.

But if it is necessary to disclose it, for example, if I am accused of something illegal, and he knows the truth, he will have to disclose it and that is his right. And I also have to promise not to say what happens in the session because the people around me can affect my procedure by knowing what is happening.

I take the pen and sign, Mr. Gray does the same and puts the sheet in a folder.

So from now on, you can consider me your confidant.- he murmurs and I stammer.

It still doesn't seem fair to me that you have to know everything about me and I know nothing about you- I say and he sighs. I lean back on the desk. Let's make this work, Mr. Gray.- I whisper and raise my pinky towards him. -I promise to tell you everything that happens in my life, from the most normal to the most disgusting- I say and he looks directly at me. If you do the same- I murmur and he looks at my pinky.- You will be my confidant. I will be yours. I shrug my shoulders.

He leans back in his chair and looks directly at me. He begins to analyze every feature and expression on my face and my pinky.

How do I know I can trust you?

This is like Russian roulette, Mr. Gray- I say and he tilts his head. -You don't know if I can keep your secrets, and I don't know if you will do the same- I say. My pinky was in the same position the whole time. We stayed like that for about ten minutes. My pinky was starting to hurt. -Do you have trust issues, Mr. Gray? I ask and he laughs.

You're insistent- he laughs and I shrug my shoulders, he rests his elbows on the desk and look me straight in the eyes- first of all, what is the purpose of this pinky?- he asks and I laugh.

Pinky Promise- I say and interlace my two pinkies, and he raises his eyebrows confused.- It's like a promise, that you should never break, it is a sin to break a pinky promise- I say and he laughs.

What happens if you break a pinky promise?- he asks and I make an indignant face.

You never break a pinky promise.- I exclaim and he laughs- but I imagine you burn in hell and loses the person trust, okay he said.

Then i interlaces my pinky with his I accept your proposal, Nina - he says looking into my eyes, I smile- we will be confidants, nothing will get out of here. You will not be able to tell anyone, not even your mother- he says and we continue without letting go of our pinkies- and remember the rules: the only reason you could divulge our secrets is...

It's a legal matter, I understand- I say and he nods. I let go of his pinky and smile then... Have you ever experimented with an older person, Mr. Gray?- I ask and he laughs.

You're starting early, Nina- he says and I shrug- yes, I've had relationships with girls older than me- he says and I gulp.

How old are they?- I ask and he stammers.

I don't know, twenty years?- he says uncertainly and I open my eyes wide.

That's too much- I say and he smiles with his head down.

Now it's my turn, tell me miss, are you attracted to the topic of daddy kink?- he asks and I gulp.

Well... Actually... I don't know, I whisper and he looks directly at me.- I just don't know much about... that, and I find it interesting.- I shrug my shoulders.

By 'that', do you mean daddy kink or s*x?- he asks and I stammer.

Both- I murmur and he nods.

Would you like to experience a relationship that isn't just normal or long distance?- he asked, then I think.

Maybe- I whisper and the atmosphere becomes more tense- what is your age preference, Mr. Gray?

I don't have one- he answered and I tilt my head.- Age is just a number, you know? For me, if two people love each other, even if they are one, two or even twenty years apart, the relationship doesn't have to be different- he answered and I nod. I sigh- I'll see you tomorrow.

Miss Nina.- he said and I nod.

I grab my stuff and leave his office.

I don't know what the hell I just did, but I hope it turns out well.