“What is wrong with you!” Emma shouts in my face. We were in a dark room with one door, and no widows the door had light coming through it, but only enough to see Emma's figure. “You could have had him, but instead go back to Will! J do you realize what you did! Wake up this isn’t funny”
My eyes shot open, and I slowly sit up.
It was just a dream. Emma would probably say that, but I’ll never go back to Will. He should have got the message form when I kissed Alex.
OH MY GOD! I kissed Alex. I freaking kissed Alex Farset. He kissed me back. Oh. My. God. Today's Saturday, I have about two days to find a way out of my life. Oh god.
“JEAN COME DOWN STAIRS! WE NEED TO TALK!” My mom yelled up to me. Great start to my day.
“K. I’ll be down in a sec!” I yell back.
Slowly. Very slowly I get ready. My outfit isn’t bad for today. I mean it's Saturday, why should I get all dressed up. I wear my normal leggings, and and a sweatshirt. I look in the mirror of my room. And realize I didn’t take off my makeup from yesterday. Massacres is tears streamed down my face, and lipstick is smeared down to my chin. Now quickly I wipe all of it off. Everyone tells me I don’t need makeup, so I keep all makeup light. Really light. I add some eye liner, a little eye shadow, and do my eyebrows. Then quickly put my hair in a messy bun
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“What's up mom?” I say. Grabbing an apple for the pantry. After almost falling three times getting down here my messy bun started to fall apart. Yet, still must of it is up.
“Well, as you know, you older brother is grounded,” Mom said mounting to Dallas, my brother, who makes a face. “You need to make sure he doesn’t leave the house today.”
“But I’m going out today.”
“Plans change. I need to work. And he can’t leave this house.” She gives that look. That says ‘Don’t push it. Or your grounded’
“Fine,” I draw out slowly.
“Alright. Bye kids. Love ya.” Mom calls from the door.
Dallas and I mutter back.
Emma:
Mall? In 10?
Me:
Can’t. Dall grounded. I have to babsit.
Me:
Help ME!!!!
Emma:
Be there in 5!
I smile at my phone. Emma is the most crazy fun person I know. And Ash. ASH! Girls day! Yes! I quietly go through my contents till I find her name.
*Phone combo with Ash*
“Heyyyy J!” Ash yells into the phone.
“Heyyyy Ash!” I yell right back. “Can you come over? Em is.”
“Yeah sure. Why are you at home? Your never at home on the weekend. Girl, what happened?”
“Long story and babysitting my brother”
“K. Be there 20.”
“See ya, Ash.”
“Bye J!” Ash yells.
*End of phone combo*
“Oh great Ash and Em are coming." Dallas does a high pitched 'girly' voice. "The guys are coming in 20!” He almost yells.
“Are you or are you not grounded?” I ask.
“Mom said ‘No leaving the house’” Dallas minks mom and I laugh. “She never the guys can’t come here.”
“Fine. Is Will coming?” Dallas was on the football team too. The guys were normally all of them.
“J. He’s your boyfriend. Of course he's coming!”
“Dall promise you won't freak” He goes quiet, and stares at me, while I look down and play with the hem of my shirt. “Promise me,” I say looking up.
“Fine. What happened,” He turned into ‘protective big brother’ mode. He was always like this with me. We’re only a year part. Really I love my brother. Weird right?
“Will cheated on me. And has cheated on me before,” I say quickly then cover my mouth with my hand.
“He did what now.” His heard his face turned cold and hard. His jaw was clenched, and he had his elbow where now bracing on his knees. “He freaking cheated on you!” He never cussed around me even though he knows I do.
“Um yeah,” I say to myself. And look down. I could barely see. My vision was blurred. And a hot tear fresh tear fell down my face.
Dallas got up and walked up the stairs no doubt to cool off. If Dallas got his way Will would be dead.
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“Oh. My. God. J. You. Kissed. Alex. Freaking. Farset. And live to tell!” Ashley nearly screamed.
“Shush. He’s freaking down stairs, Ash,” Em tells her.
“We are going down there. NOW!” Ash says, grabbing mine, and Ems hand. Nearly dragging us out of my room.
“Okay. Okay. Let's go face hell!” I say. Ash rolls her eyes. And Em laughs.
“Hey boys,” Ash flits. Ash is a big flit. Always has been
“Jean! I’m so sorry.” Will calls out coming towards me. He try to take my hand, but I pull it back. “Please. I swear I’ll never hurt again.”
“Will no. We are never getting back together.” Did I just quote Taylor Swift. Really, wow I'm cheesy.
"Please J. I still want you," He steps closer. "And you still want me."
"No. I don't want you Will." He takes another step.
"Yes you do."
He then takes another step to me. I stand my ground, like my stubborn self always does. And he kissed me like he did last night. I didn’t kiss back, but tried to push him off of me, but somebody does it for me. My first thought was Dallas, but he's sitting on the couch looking back jaw dropped. And hatred in his eyes. Ash and Em are staring at Will, ready to kill. Most of the guys are either shaking their heads or in shock. Then I see the last person I thought I’d see.
Alex.