4 The Road Between

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Morwenna knelt in the dust until her knees ached and the sun had slipped another inch toward the horizon. The intersection was silent now. The guards were gone. The gates were sealed. The distant festival music drifted on the breeze like a song from another world—a world where wolves found their mates and families embraced and eighteen-year-old girls didn't kneel in the dirt wondering if they would survive the night. She couldn't stay here. Staying meant dying, and some stubborn, stupid part of her still wanted to live—even now, even after everything. Her body hadn't given up on her yet, even if the rest of the world had. Morwenna pushed herself to her feet. Her legs shook. Her shoulder throbbed where the stone had hit her. The cut on her cheek had stopped bleeding, but the dried blood pulled at her skin like a stiff mask. She ignored all of it. She turned right. The path to the servants' quarters from outside the castle gates was narrow and rutted, barely wide enough for a cart. She kept to the shadows as much as possible, hugging the walls, stepping around the pools of lantern light that spilled from windows. The servants would all be at the festival, celebrating with the rest of the pack. Still, she couldn't risk being seen. If someone spotted her lingering after Kael's decree, exile might be the gentlest punishment they offered. Her room was still at the spot she had left it with wishful thinking in her heart. The door was still warped. The window was still stuck open. Nothing had changed. Everything had changed. She pushed the door open and stepped inside. The room was barely larger than a closet—a narrow cot with a mattress so thin the wooden slats pressed through, a battered bucket she had used for washing, a single candle stub on the windowsill. The spiderweb was still in the corner. She had left it there because it made the room feel less empty. Now she was leaving it there because it wasn't hers to take down anymore. It's nothing to write home about, she thought, and the irony was so bitter it almost made her smile. This miserable little room was the only home she had left, and she was never going to see it again. She didn't let herself linger. Sentiment was a luxury for people who had time. Morwenna pulled her second dress from the hook on the wall—the faded blue one was ruined, torn and bloodstained—and laid it flat on the cot. This dress was even older, a brown wool thing that had belonged to her mother before it belonged to her. She folded it carefully, using it as a makeshift sack. Into it went her toothbrush, worn down to the nub. A sliver of toothpaste wrapped in a scrap of cloth. Her wooden comb, missing three teeth. A small cake of lye soap that she had been saving for winter. The candle stub. A flint striker she had stolen from the kitchens years ago. That was it. That was everything she owned. Seventeen years in this pack, and her entire life fit into a bundle the size of a loaf of bread. She tied the sleeves of the dress together to form a rough handle, slung the bundle over her shoulder, and didn't look back. The road leading out of the pack lands stretched before her like a grey scar. The forest pressed in on both sides—ancient oaks and tangled underbrush that grew thicker the farther she walked. The sun was a bloody smear on the horizon, painting the sky in shades of copper and bruise-purple. It would be dark soon. Morwenna walked. Each step was an argument with her body. The ache between her legs had settled into a dull, persistent throb that flared with every movement. Her bare feet, still raw from the scrubbing the night before, protested against the hard-packed dirt and loose stones of the road. Her stomach was a hollow pit—she hadn't eaten since yesterday morning, before the guard had come to summon her to Kael's chambers. Before everything. She kept walking. One foot in front of the other. That's all. Just one foot, then the next. The trees grew denser. The road narrowed. The festival music faded until it was just a memory, and then even the memory was swallowed by the sound of wind through leaves and the distant call of a night bird. The air grew cold. Morwenna's thin dress did nothing to stop the chill from seeping into her bones. She had no plan. The neighboring pack—Silvermoon—was at least a day's walk from here, maybe more. She had never been outside pack territory. She had never needed to know how far away salvation was because she had never imagined she would need it. And even if she made it, what then? A strange Omega with no status, no skills beyond scrubbing floors, walking up to their gates and begging for shelter? They would laugh at her. They would turn her away. They would— Stop. Stop thinking. Just walk. Her legs were giving out. She could feel it—the trembling in her thighs, the way her knees kept threatening to buckle. The bundle over her shoulder felt like it weighed a hundred pounds. Her vision was starting to blur at the edges, exhaustion pulling at her like a riptide. She was about to collapse. She could admit that now. Find a tree to lean against. Close her eyes for just a moment. Just a moment, and then she would keep going. Snap. Morwenna froze. The sound had come from somewhere to her left—a dry twig breaking underfoot. It was too loud to be a squirrel. Too deliberate to be the wind. Every instinct she had, every wolfish sense that had been dulled by trauma and exhaustion, suddenly screamed to life. She was not alone. Another snap. Closer this time. Then another, to her right. And another. The sounds were coming from all around her now, a slow, deliberate tightening of a noose. Morwenna ran. She didn't think. She didn't plan. She just bolted into the trees, her bundle bouncing against her back, her legs screaming, her lungs burning. Branches whipped at her face. Roots clawed at her feet. She stumbled, caught herself, kept running. The forest was a blur of shadow and moonlight, and she had no idea where she was going, only that she had to get away, she had to— The first wolf stepped out of the darkness in front of her. It was massive, easily twice the size of a natural wolf, with fur the color of dirty snow and eyes that gleamed yellow in the moonlight. Morwenna skidded to a halt. She turned to run the other way. Another wolf was already there. And another. And another. They emerged from the trees in a slow, deliberate circle, cutting off every escape route. Five of them. Six. Seven. Their eyes were fixed on her with an intelligence no natural animal possessed. These were not rogues. These were not wild wolves. Morwenna's heart hammered against her ribs. She clutched her bundle to her chest like a shield, knowing it would do nothing. Please, she prayed to the Moon Goddess, the same prayer she had been praying her entire life. Please, not like this. Please. The Moon Goddess, as always, did not answer. The largest wolf—the one with the dirty-snow fur—took a step forward. Its body shimmered, bones cracking and reshaping, fur receding, until a woman stood in its place. She was tall and broad-shouldered, with a cruel mouth and hair the same pale blonde as her wolf's pelt. Morwenna recognized her immediately. Greta. One of the she-wolves who had always sneered at her in the servants' quarters. One of the women who served the Alpha's household directly. One by one, the other wolves transformed. Morwenna knew their faces. All of them. They were women she had cleaned alongside, served alongside, avoided in the hallways for years. Women who had never needed a reason to hate her. Women who now had one. "Well, well, well," Greta said, her voice dripping with theatrical surprise. "Look what we have here. The little seductress herself. All alone in the big, scary woods." "Shouldn't you be on your knees somewhere?" another woman—Ingrid, red-haired and freckled—added with a sharp laugh. "That is your natural position, isn't it?" Morwenna's voice came out in a rasp. "I didn't—I never—" "Oh, we know what you did." Greta began to circle her slowly, like a shark sizing up a wounded seal. "You thought you could trap our Alpha. You thought spreading your legs would earn you a place at his side. A crown on your head. Status. Power." "That's not what happened. He forced—" "Shut your lying mouth!" Ingrid stepped forward and shoved Morwenna hard. She stumbled backward into another woman, who shoved her forward again. "The Alpha told us everything. How you came to his room uninvited. How you drugged his wine. How you threw yourself at him like the desperate little Omega w***e you are." "We've been waiting for this," Greta said, and her smile was a cold, terrible thing. "The future Luna asked us to take care of a little problem for her. And we are more than happy to oblige." Morwenna's blood turned to ice. The future Luna. Kael's intended. The woman he had been planning to marry while he was forcing himself on Morwenna. She had sent them. This wasn't random cruelty. This was an execution. "I didn't do anything," Morwenna whispered. "Please. Please, just let me go. I'm leaving. I'll never come back. I swear it." "Of course you won't," Greta said sweetly. Then her smile vanished. "Ladies." The transformation was instantaneous. Seven wolves lunged. The first blow caught Morwenna across the ribs and sent her flying into the trunk of an oak tree. Pain exploded through her side—something cracked, something gave—and she crumpled to the ground gasping. The second wolf was on her before she could move, jaws closing around her forearm and shaking hard. She felt the skin tear. She heard herself scream. They passed her between them like a toy. A swipe of claws across her back. A bite to her thigh. A body-slam that sent her rolling into a ditch. She tried to crawl away and was dragged back by her ankle, claws raking furrows in the dirt. She tried to cover her head with her arms, and someone bit through her hand. The world became pain. Pure, white-hot, all-consuming pain. There was no past. No future. No Kael. No Liam. Just teeth and claws and the wet sound of her own blood hitting the leaves. She didn't know how long it lasted. Time had stopped meaning anything. But eventually, the attack slowed. The wolves stepped back, panting, their muzzles slick with red. Morwenna lay in the dirt, barely recognizable, her mother's brown dress soaked through with crimson. "I think she's dying," someone said. Ingrid, maybe. Her voice sounded very far away. "Did the future Luna say we should kill her?" another voice asked. Younger. Uncertain. Greta's laugh was sharp and dismissive. "I think the Luna wouldn't be bothered by whatever we do to her. In fact, I think she would be quite pleased if we ended this." Her voice hardened. "There would be no need for the Luna to worry about her forever. No loose ends. No surprises." "Then finish it," Ingrid said. Morwenna watched through swelling eyes as the dirty-white wolf stepped forward. Greta raised her paw for the killing blow—claws extended, aimed directly at Morwenna's skull. This was it. This was how she died. Not at the hands of rogues. Not from exile. Murdered by the women she had cleaned latrines alongside because she had been stupid enough to believe her brother was in danger. Liam. His name was a dying ember in her chest. The paw began its descent— And stopped. A sound echoed through the trees. Distant but unmistakable—a howl, low and resonant, the kind of howl that spoke of size and power and hunger. It was answered by another. And another. Coming closer. The she-wolves froze. "Rogues," Ingrid hissed, her voice suddenly tight with fear. "Or someone from the neighboring pack. Quick—let's go. Let's leave before they find us." Greta hesitated, her yellow eyes still fixed on Morwenna's broken body. For one terrible moment, Morwenna was certain she was going to finish the job anyway. But then another howl split the night, closer this time, and Greta snarled in frustration. "Fine. She's dead anyway. Look at her—she won't last the hour." The wolves transformed back into women. They disappeared into the trees as silently as they had come, leaving nothing behind but pawprints and blood. Morwenna lay alone in the dirt. The howls were getting closer. Rogues, they had said. Wild wolves with no pack, no loyalty, no mercy. They would find her soon. They would smell the blood. They would finish what Greta had started. Is this how I die? The thought drifted through her mind like a leaf on still water. After everything, is this really how it ends? She couldn't move. She couldn't scream. She couldn't even cry anymore—she had no tears left, no strength left, nothing left at all. She was just a body bleeding into the dirt between two pack territories, a piece of trash no one would bury, a girl who had been used and discarded and hunted and broken. The space between the Blackthorn pack and the Silvermoon pack. The no-man's-land. The place where unwanted things went to disappear. Her eyes were so heavy. The darkness at the edges of her vision was spreading, swallowing the trees, the moon, the stars. She fought it for a moment—some stubborn, stupid ember of survival still flickering in her chest—but the darkness was stronger. It was softer. It promised an end to the pain. Maybe the Moon Goddess was right about me, Morwenna thought as the world began to fade. Maybe I really was made just to suffer. Her eyes slipped closed.
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