True Love Never Ends

Chapter 11

Have you ever loved someone so much you can hardly breath when they were around? You met them but you never thought that you would ever fall in love with them. Got some butterflies and chills when you’re with them. Now you’re f*****g sick to even look at them? I decided I wasn't going to be the next broken hearted girl to cry over a stupid kiss.

What irritates me the most in this entire situation is the fact that I wasn't feeling humiliated, annoyed or even fooled. Betrayal was what I felt, my heart broken by not just by the guy I was in love with, but also by, as I once believed, a true friend. What was even more stupid of me was to actually believe that I could trust someone with a d**k. I would actually have done anything for him, he had my heart, but now he blew it. I guess sometimes you really have to lose to win. But I still ask myself, why do I always lose? Maybe it is really time to give up on love? Or is love right in front of me?

I sat in the back seat of my US history class listening to Miss Gilchrist talking like I give a crap about this s**t. I was sitting in the back with my headphones in listening a mixture of songs, Love the way you lie, Trust and Believe and lose to win all explaining my state of depression as I wrote my heart out as I meditated on the lyrics of these songs. I could feel pairs of eyes looking at me, like I was a torn. Maybe I was, but with the help of music, dancing this maybe could blow over soon.

To take my mind of this minor crap, I decided to ask my Drama teacher to put on a concert before the Christmas Talent Show. The concert with just Cece & I and a couple other popular dance, singing and drama group around the school. Since being in a relationship with Khalil, honestly I haven't done much dancing. So why not put on concert where I can express myself a bit.

I have missed a week of school since that incident and neither Khalil nor Taliyah has made an effort to talk to me but they always stare. Everyone knows about our breakup because they kissed in front of everyone. Since the breakup, yes we broke up, I dumped his sorry ass. Since the breakup, about 10 guys have asked me out, but I denied because I just got out of a breakup and I don't trust people with d***s.

"Raiya, want to go get something to eat?'' Chase asked as he walked up with both his hands in his black jeans.

"Sure" I said then smiled.

I had totally forgot, I also took out my braces that I miss so much and I was now wearing a retainers. It is uncomfortable, so I am getting a bit used to it. We walked out of the school and into his car. He kind of took over my car, so I guess it is now his. He is just using it until he gets his own.

My mom is also happy that Chase is here to keep my company, and she wants me to keep him out of trouble because at his old school he was a bit of a trouble maker. She also found out about Khalil and I, she was a bit upset then she got over it, wish I could have done the same. Carla on the other hand,wants to rip his head off his body. I told Daniel to inform him about getting his s**t out of my house by today. So hopefully by the time am home his s**t is gone so I don't have to see them.