Feelings
1119 Words
Rebekah's POV:
We were close, close enough to feel the tender breathes of each other on our necks her smile is like a rope that was pulling me to her and before I can control my feelings my feeling took control over me and just another second we were kissing her lips was soft and sweet like they are made only for the kiss, After a long time I felt pleasure other times I laid down with someone is always because of s****l desire but this time its pleasure pure pleasure I can not define these feelings I never had them in decades... I do feel love once but it was a long time ago ... and I can't say if it was the love or not ... suddenly the memories of heartbreak and lost love come to me and I broke the kiss her body protested a little I look into her eyes to make sure I don't take a bad step... I thought for a second that I already know how bad, being open with someone you have met before can hurt and she is also an employee in my company what if she took it all wrong it can be a mess, but as soon as my eyes met to her it assures me that it was not a bad step she wants me as much as I want her but I can't let things go too fast I want to assure what she wants and am I also ready for this or not so I backed up a little then gather my things put my stuff away and move out of the office while on my way I told her to come to the lift I will be waiting there for her ....... while waiting for her I thought only about her, her tender lips beautiful smile... "damn I felt attracted towards her can't stop myself... to think about her" ... to take my mind off of her I started the game I always play to take my mind off of things... then she comes and she had my blazer in her hand she push it towards me "you forget that in your office ... " I told her to hold it a little more till I end what I was doing ... she peaked onto my phone screen and was surprised to see me playing the game ...
we spent a little more time together I was craving for her but kept a distance from her we had a peaceful lunch .... she doesn't eat much I noticed in just two days that she has a very small appetite and need some push to eat which gives me dominance and it makes me more possessed about her.
With her, in my mind, I opened the door to my apartment to my surprise my housemaid was still up and was waiting for me seems a little tense I looked to her and ask "Is there any problem" ..... she replied, "someone's waiting for you in the study" she seems hesitant "who is it at this hour of the day"... I ask "Madam Lora" she hesitantly replied... before I can say or do anything I heard a voice ... "well Well Well look who's back from work... how are you, little sister ... you kept me waiting too long ... why are you late ... were you busy playing with the new toy...????" her wickedness was all over her face I asked her "Why are you here ?? ..." she was enjoying the tension between us " Well well I was missing my younger sister terribly, after tomorrow .." she comes closer to me... " lean in and whisper in my ear "I think It was jealousy of seeing you all protective towards the new toy Darling or ..." she backend a little just enough to see directly into my eyes ... and continued "or may be my mind sensed a challenge by seeing you protective towards her ... because I never saw you rebel to me all alone .... you can't even talk to me without hesitation and you were spatting hatered towards me ... yesterday ... did you forget what I had and can do" ... she place her palm on my shoulder ...my body get all tensed ... she was right she is the only fair of my life I can't get rid off ... she is the only nightmare I can't wake up from no matter how hard I try ....
I gather all my strength and jerk her hand off of my shoulder and before saying anything to her turned towards my housemaid and said to her "It's okay you can go to your room I had lunch .... already ".. then turned back to Lora "you should leave or should I call the cops ... to make you leave ... " she was a little stunned by my reply .. I have never talked to her like this never threatened her before it was mostly my friends or Mike or Jack who keep Lora in her place but I feel like I should stand up for my self... but she is not easy to get rid of she came closer to me closing the gap between us I can hear her heartbeat and I bet she can mine too she places her hands on my waist and said to me "I want just one thing give me that and one will be in problem deny me and I will make sure you will regret it "... she came, even more, closer our lips were about to touch .. but I pushed her "I think you don't understand what I said... leave or you will regret coming here " ... She grabs me by my waist once again ... I took my phone out of my pocket to call the cops then she backend a little and put her hands off of me .. and turned towards the door but suddenly stops in her way and turned towards me with lust and anger filled eyes and threatened me "You will regret it and will come to me yourself cause you know when I want something I take it at any cost" ...... with these last words she leave my apartment ...... her words were ringing in my ears like an alarm a high alert the night I was thinking of passing with the dreams of the sweetest smile's greater memories now haunt me with my most miserable nightmares..... with many of the bad and worst memories and incidents in mind i took a shower and went to bed ... this night is going to be a hell.
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