Strange Feelings
1374 Words
Melissa's POV:
In just a day I felt many emotions I just meet her today and being beside her feels amazing when she calls my name and talks to me it is loving I saw her appreciating me made me proud and I fell her protective towards me made me feel safe She is just a stranger but I feel the most safest when I was with her. I am a middle class girl I always being judged for whatever I do and I am a little frank people sometime took me as a characterless w***e who would be sleeping around anyone to get her work done but being frank is my weakness I was frank with Rebekah when she offers me to eat with me and I pointed the dress in her best article but I saw a glimpse of surprise in her eyes and she immediately appreciate her in front of her staff but she was confuse of why i was confused to tell the same thing others while I already had talk to her because she don't know my past experiences of how I being bullied to be smart and always teacher's favorite so I don't want to be on the spot light again for being her favorite and being bullied again but something about her want me to be with her I was not sure what was it but whenever I was around her its like I am a high school teen who have a crush on a cool guy who she knows is out of her reach but she still dreams to be with her. I am confused of why I was feeling about her this way we both are girls and I don't know about her but I am straight ... but much for my concern It hurts me to think what if she was straight too and have nothing towards me it feels like just in one day I want to go lesbian for her.... I shrug that thought away from my head and was about to move from her office when she called me and tell me to tell Clair to make an appointment of her brother and his wife to be of tomorrow and much to my shock I was handling his wedding suits's design as assistant designer and more to my shock I was going to be her Rebekah's assistant I was shocked nervous and worried but on top of that I was happy that I will b around her more as we will be working on the same assignment. When I was leaving her office I heard appreciating me and defending me before his brother and i promised myself that I will not let her hopes down and work harder to impress her.. I went to Clair and fed her the detailed Rebekah asked me to tell Clair but when I tell her that i will be the assistant designer in Jack's wedding dress's job her expression seems shocked and she eyed me to top to bottom and then I unfold who I will be assisting make her eyes widened to an extant they were about to pop out from her socket ... Clair said " Ar you assuming things on your own ?" ..I didn't understand why is she saying this but I replied "Miss Rebekah told me to tell you, do you have any issue" she seemed annoyed and not very happy to hear what i said and she replied "Miss Rebekah had no time tomorrow she had a full day tomorrow and in the morning she had the company meeting to handle financial matters and in the noon she have a meeting with the fashion organizers and in between she had to deal with the designing and making of the article." she only have time after 5:00 pm which is past work hours so you can't assist her" I was shocked to hear her schedule and she still want to be there for her brother I feel more attracted towards her I have sensed how much she dislike her sister but have seen a complete different person when she was with Jack she is caring when with him..."I can work past working hours no problem" ...but she cut me of ..." She want to make an appointment in the morning didn't she ..?? or you work better at night ???" ... she said sarcastically ..."I was just offering and what is your problem with me I didn't even know you but you are being pugnacious with me picking up wit me..." she just replied me with "will you inform Miss Rebekah or do I have to go tell her I have plenty of work to do" ...I don't like her attitude towards me .. but I let it go " I will inform her let's see what she propose" ....i walked towards the office again I gently knock the door and opened it to enter the environment was not seems to be cheerful as it was before they all look like little hesitant now she gesture me to come in ... as I entered Mark stands to leave and say his buy to every one and too me too .... "Clair inform me that you have a tough schedule tomorrow from 9 to 5 you are packed and my working hour ends at 5:00 so ... " before I can continue Jack cut me middle sentence "I knew you are busy no hard feelings I can understand and we will get dresses from else where you gifts us some other clothes on any other event Little.... " he stopped ..... in middle and smiled when she glared him she was not wearing her glasses anymore they were on her desk and her eyes seemed to be so big and bright like morning's clear blue sky so peaceful...so blue "...Okay okay Miss Rebekah...... No more little sister " jack completed his sentence with a chuckle... I smiled but my smile vanished when I see her looking me "are you free after 5:00 Jack" she asked so formally ... Jack was about to say something when she said "Don't lie ... I have plenty of time after 5 so if you are free I can work with you after 5:00 and No I won't get exhausted working extra" Jack knows no excuse will work so he says" What can I do now ... So I guess at 5:00 tomorrow i will be here.. with your Sister In law.. then" ...She says "Good.." then turn toward me "tell Clair to make an appointment for tomorrow after 5:00.." I asked her "Tomorrow after 5:00 will I still be assisting you..?" she replied "No no your time is till 5:00 so I don't want to bother you .... so No assistance needed tell this to Clair" ...Before she can say anything I said " It is okay for me if you want me to assist I too want to do it , It will be extra experience and being working with you is just like a dream come true so I request you to reconsider it I literally want to work with you...."She seems to thinking something then says "It will cost you time ??"..I replied " No worries I cam do it ".... Then she says "Okay for me too then inform Clair to change the appointment's time and everything about assistance will remain same.." and I saw a glimpse of happiness in her eyes too while my own eyes were shining with the background of the big smile which took it place on my lips ...and not because of working with her the thought of being with her a little more than usual made me feel out of the world... This is a weird feeling but I am loving these strange Feelings that I am carrying in my heart right now... I sad to her too cheerfully"Thank you so much for giving me the chance I will not disappoint you.... will make sure to work hard ... Thank you" with these last words I left her office.....And waiting for tomorrow ...anxiously .... I will not be able to sleep today....I know this for sure....
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