I don’t know how many days has passed but I know that I won’t be able to hold on long I have to do something being here all by myself feels like bird that can’t fly my kid or my husband didn’t came to see me none care about me how can this be .i cried and cried but soon realize I have to do something I don’t want to die like this on this cage like a bird was this his plan all long how come I didn’t know about this we lived here for 17 years and not once i notice something like this was he ready for this and did he made my children ready for this as while I just can’t believe it I once more want to cry but I can’t I need find the strength to see if I could melt the metal and the silver I can do it even if hurts me even if I died I dead trying not in a hopeless cage okay I know I don’t have the same strength but I can do this I let myself relax will trying get the flames to come alive in my palms deep breath and felt it the burning even thought it doesn’t actually burning me but it feels like sparks okay I put my two hands on the bars once more a deep breath so I can endure the pain as I put my palms and grip the bars I felt the sharp pain and it was like poison I keep my hand there until I felt the metal melting I scream every time felt pain I was sure I was about to faint from the pain little more just little more I said to myself “come Angie “ I cried until felt bluring my eyes and felt myself feeling light headed I fainted .i woke up feeling my hand burned out u can tell my hand where marked but the metal .how can we have such a weak point I saw that the metal did melted and made enough space for me to get out it was shape o on the metal it was enough for me to get out I made sure I didn’t get burned again as step out one leg at a time and finally out I ran to get bottle water and something to eat i couldn’t hold my thirst and the hunger I was having I took sum cracker and I saw the box it was my son favorites ritz haha I will always tell him not to eat them because of there salting texture but know the hunger got me will I’m eating my son crackers I started crying in pain i don’t if the pain of my hands or the pain of my heart .once felt satisfied I went upstairs to badge my hands and take a shower and get change of clothes once I was done I left the house and I was on my way to the other women house i walked there for 20 min straight and I saw the house small village house with ugly color and see I can’t go inside because it was mixed of metal and silver but I can do so much from outside i know I’m weak right know but I wanted them to feel what I felt being caged feeling the durn of my hands the feeling of my kids abandoned me so just like that I let my hand get in the flames and burn ever Rosa ever grass everything once my husband saw me through the window the looked of fear as he tried to ran to me .I psycho smiled burned everything down I used everything I don’t know what give me strength I didn’t care about nothing but I’m sure dam wanted to make them feel what I felt but worse I just heard the screams of her and him come out of the house run while carry a little kid on his hand as to try to save him but they’re whole body was with flames I just watched in silent and tears coming out I’m Sorry I saw the metal melt i stop hear screams and just saw the flames of the house burning i saw as people starting coming and shouting “fire everyone fire “ screaming to get people to help I saw them helping trying get the fire out later they did I just stander until it was no more than smoke from the fire being put out I went to the ashes around of everything being burned and looked around and saw my two children hold hands I felt worse I got to my knees i start to get there corpse was left I cried harder I felt pain “I’m Sorry “ I said crying my heart out I promise this won’t happing again . I layed done next to them and said the the next word “live the life go back on time let me be the new me “I said will swirling my finger in the air as I felt the light