Making her feel loved

chapter 14

Amber POV:

He was helping her with the buttons and that was all no funny business. She kept telling herself that but as his hands found her back and he started undoing the buttons she felt her resolve lessening. He got to the small of her back and knew that it was close to the last button. She felt him step closer to her and wrap his arms around her again.

She didn't know what to do, on one hand he was now her husband but on the other hand they had not known each other long at all. His touch sent her skin on fire everywhere that he went. He had stated that he was more than willing to have s*x with her again but she had never imagined that she would be used as a play thing. She had always wanted to be loved. Truly loved, but it never seemed to be the cards for her.

She’d had boyfriends over the years and each had claimed to love her but over time they would grow tired of her. They start telling her to “go work out”, “you need to lose weight” they would say. She was already very self conscious that she was not a size 2. She had grown up knowing she needed to lose weight. That she should work more and eat less. It had gained her a hell of a work ethic but she was still a size 14.

Shed stopped trying to please the man in her life and had started focusing on herself and her life had changed. She had slowly lost weight and her smile had become genuine again. She was brought back to the present when she felt him lean down to her neck. He slowly moved her sleeves down, and she let him. She held the gown to her as he helped her out of the sleeves altogether. She could feel him hard against the small of her back.

He nibbled her ear, his voice husky with desire, "I want you Amber” she could feel that he did. She backed her hips up against him and swayed back and forth against him. He growled with desire, “you don't know what you do to me” his hands were suddenly reaching for the dress and she let it fall to her ankles, she moved away from him and stepped out of it. He closed the gap between them again and was staring into her eyes again. Somewhere during all this he had taken his jacket off and his tie and the first few buttons on his shirt were undone. She could see defined pecs and perfectly tan skin underneath. It was not lost on her that she was all but naked standing in front of him.