“Why is it that the moment I’m trying to get my mind off reality for just a few minutes it just comes right back and slaps me really hard on my face? Here I was actually thinking that I could finally have a moment to for myself.” I kept saying to myself.
Throughout the rest of the day, I just kept on drinking like a
drunk who had nothing else to do with their life other than to keep drinking.
“f**k!!! I have to go to work tomorrow” I said and jumped out of
the chair I was seating on. My legs were already shaky and I was a little bit
tipsy. I made my way back to my bedroom, had a cold shower, laid on my bed and
was scrolling through different social media platforms just to get my mind off
things since I couldn’t get myself to sleep.
After about two hours of doing nothing meaningf
