I stepped out of Ryder's building, the evening air cool against my heated skin.
My mind was a mess.
My body was still buzzing, my lips swollen, my skin still tingling where he touched me.
I felt like I was suffocating but from pleasure and from guilt. I was spiraling, my mind going out of control. Overthinking. What would happen when my mum find out? What of if anyone finds out?
The judgement. The talk. Can I stop it?
Can I even stop f*****g and feeling for him?
I felt the way my heart skipped a beat when he looks at me. He was so sweet. And nice and he cares for me.
I felt like something inside me was unraveling, and I didn't know how to stop it.
I didn't even make it to the curb before—
"Evie?"
I turned.
Nate.
Standing beside his car, arms crossed, b
