But every time I c*m I'll dream about Curt! Well, the books said it was okay to have fantasies about other men while f*****g a date or a lover or a husband. The men certainly did.
"Ohhh, I really had a big one, honey!" she gushed. "Want to f**k now? You should have some fun, too!"
An odd expression crossed his face. Almost as if he knew she was still acting, putting on. She had no other defense! The awful, naked hunger in her being, her crazy sudden emotion for him had to be hidden. s*x was a toy for him, he would not want to get really involved until he finished his studies and got situated. His little pad said he was not too well fixed, she was not even sure he had a car. Not that it mattered to her. But men wanted to be successful--and she was sure he would be.
Her big trouble was, s
