They didn’t let her rest long.
By late afternoon Iria was shoving extra herbs into a canvas pouch, Soren was outlining search grids over a map, and Lupa found herself shrugging into a clean Riverside jacket that smelled faintly of detergent and Alder.
“Are you sure about this?” Alder asked for the third time, watching her test the stretch of her side.
“No,” Lupa said. “But if we wait until I’m sure about anything, that thing will have eaten half the border.”
Kess snorted from where she leaned against the porch rail. “There she goes. Our very own motivational poster.”
Bren tightened the strap of his pack. “We go light,” he said. “Fast. No heroics, remember?”
“Someone get that in writing,” Jorin muttered, checking the rifle he wasn’t supposed to have in Everwood but absolutely did.
The patrol unit was stripped down to essentials: Lupa, Bren, Iria, and a quiet Everwood wolf named Lysa who moved like a shadow between trees. Kess and Jorin stayed closer to the packhouse to coordinate, Alder and Erynd anchored at the command end, for once standing on the same side of a table.
When they slipped into the forest, the noise of the packhouse fell away like a dropped cloak.
Here, sound was softer. Leaves whispered. Branches creaked. Somewhere far off, water laughed over stone.
Lupa inhaled, ribs protesting. The air was cool and wet and sharp, laden with a thousand scents. Her wolf pressed eagerly forward, wanting to shed human skin and run.
Not yet, she told it. One crisis at a time.
“Trail picks up east,” Iria said quietly, eyes half‑lidded, fingers brushing the low ferns. “We’re following echoes, not footprints. Stay close.”
They moved in a loose diamond: Iria at point, Lysa on the right flank, Bren on the left, Lupa slightly behind and between, the center of a formation she hadn’t agreed to but couldn’t really argue with.
At first all Lupa felt was the usual hum of forest life: deer nerves, fox curiosity, the slow, deep contentment of old trees. Different from the city’s jittery buzz. Less smoke, more sap.
Then, gradually, something sour threaded through.
She tasted it at the back of her tongue: a twist of hunger, sharper than any normal predator’s. The emotional air thickened, like walking into a room where someone had recently screamed.
“Here,” she whispered.
Bren glanced over. “You’ve got it?”
“Like a bad radio station,” she said. “Static and crying and… something else.”
“Direction?” Lysa’s voice was barely a breath.
Lupa closed her eyes for a heartbeat, letting that wrongness slide along her nerves. It wasn’t a straight line; it bent and snagged, looping around old Everwood scars she didn’t have names for. Past battles, old hunts, places where the forest remembered blood.
“There,” she said finally, nodding downslope. “Toward the ravine.”
They followed.
The deeper they went, the more the forest changed. The trees grew closer, roots knotting together like fists. Moss swallowed fallen trunks whole. The light took on a greenish cast, and the air cooled until their breaths puffed white.
The wrongness thickened.
Lupa’s side throbbed in time with it, phantom and real pain blurring. Every so often, a shard of someone else’s memory jabbed at her: a corridor too bright, the stink of antiseptic, restraints biting into wrists that weren’t hers.
It hurts. Please—
“Stay with me,” Bren murmured, close now. His shoulder brushed hers as they stepped around a fallen log. “Don’t let it drag you under.”
“Bossy,” she said through her teeth.
“Practical.”
“A little of both,” Iria added from ahead. “If it pulls too hard, say so.”
“Say what?” Lupa asked. “ ‘Hey guys, the monster in my head is winning’?”
“Precisely that,” Iria said. “We’re past pretending.”
The ground sloped more steeply. Soon they were picking their way down into a shallow ravine, rocks slick with damp moss. Water threaded weakly along the bottom, more mud than stream at this time of year.
The moment Lupa’s boots hit the ravine floor, the echo slammed her.
Not as hard as the alley — no claws tearing flesh this time — but deeper. Older.
Her vision swam. For a second the trees around her blurred into white walls. The trickle of water became the drip of something onto linoleum. Voices cut through — chanting, clinical orders, a boy sobbing, someone saying, If the girl survives—
“Lupa.” Bren’s hand closed around her forearm, anchoring. “Now.”
She sucked air through her teeth. “I’m okay. It’s— this is… where it remembers.”
“Remembers what?” Lysa asked, gaze scanning the shadowed banks.
“Being made,” Lupa whispered.
Her wolf shuddered all along her bones.
They moved slower now, each step deliberate. The ravine bent, cutting them briefly from sight of the sky. Roots hung from the banks like grasping fingers.
“Here,” Iria said suddenly. She crouched, fingers pressing to the damp earth.
Lupa saw it too.
Not footprints — the rain and years had erased any hope of that — but the way the moss refused to grow in a jagged circle a few feet across. The way the stones around it seemed slightly… wrong, as if they’d been melted and cooled again under a heat that wasn’t fire.
Symbols had been carved into the rock at some point, their edges worn, but still visible in the right light: spirals and lines that meant nothing to the human eye and too much to hers.
Lupa’s knees tried to buckle.
She knew this circle.
Had seen it in dreams. In Iven’s borrowed memories. In that flash inside the failed ritual when everything had gone white.
“This is it,” she said hoarsely. “The first circle. The one they used on us.”
The air went very still.
Bren swore softly under his breath. Lysa’s lip curled back from her teeth.
Iria’s face was pale. “I’d hoped the drawings were exaggerating,” she said. “They weren’t.”
Lupa stepped closer, boots squelching in the mud. Every nerve screamed at her to back away. Her wolf wanted to bolt. She forced herself to stand at the edge of the old circle anyway.
The echo was strongest here. Not just pain now. Something else.
Hope.
Thin and bright and terrible.
A boy’s voice, clearer than it had ever been in her head, whispered right under her skin.
You promised you’d stay.
Her throat closed.
“Iven,” she whispered. “I’m here.”
For a heartbeat, the ravine held its breath.
Then, out of the corner of her eye, just beyond the circle’s edge, the shadows thickened.
They uncurled into a shape that was not entirely physical — darker than the dim around it, edges flickering like bad signal. Two eyes opened in the gloom: too bright, too knowing.
Lysa sucked in a breath, hand flying to her weapon. Bren’s fingers dug into Lupa’s arm.
“Don’t,” Iria hissed. “Not yet.”
The not‑body tilted its head.
When it spoke, no sound hit the air. But the words slammed into Lupa’s mind with pinpoint clarity.
You came back, it said.
And this time, there was no accusation in it.
Only a question:
Now what?