Chapter 21 - Skye
After my run last night, I soaked in a hot bath with some lavender oil hoping to calm my body and mind, once my water got cold, I headed to bed. As soon as my head hit the pillow, I smelt Jess all around me, I instantly reach for his pillow, hug it to my chest but this time I allow the tears to fall. How can I still love him so much and hate him even more? I guess at some point I fell asleep because as I lay here in bed still holding the pillow, I notice that it is ten in the morning. I cannot remember the last time I slept so late. Willing myself to release the pillow I get up and head to the bathroom where I spot Jess' toothbrush, I instantly throw it in the garbage. Making my way to the kitchen I look at my key on the counter and I go through the loss of Jess all over again, changing
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