Scouts of the broken past.

Chapter Six

There's a boy and a girl, they were on a beach and they are in a relationship. The girl was the rich one while the boy has a poor status in life.

The both of them started to talk. "How I wish I was born living in the society like you, you guys worry for the food, money, and your everyday expenses while me? I worry and suffer each day overthinking for our business. Attending business parties were people are full of fake, complimenting each other but each one has a different agendas." The girl sighed, the boy looked at her. "It is hard to live this way, 'cause you'll never know who has some bad agenda towards you." The girl smiled plainly to the boy.

Not all the businessman and woman are like this though, but most of them are. You'll never know who's real and true to you in the world of business. You should be always careful, even in our daily lives.

We'll never know whose from our friends and relatives secretly hates us, but all we can do is again, accept that not everyone are gonna like and love us for being true to ourself.

"It's hard to live like us, we're all suffering and working hard, worrying for what are we gonna eat tomorrow, life has different way of teaching us a lesson." The boy smiled. "Every thing in this world is not fair, poor or rich, student or working, all of us do struggle."

There's some saying that has been going around for ages. "Be careful, what you wish for." In every aspect of our lives all of us wish unto something right? And what happened next after we achieved It?

Some may be happy and some may seek for something greater or more, some may probably unsatisfied.

The way you live, is a gift. You should cherish It.

In every morning you wake up, fighting against the battles that you never told to anyone is the best thing you've ever done in your life.

Choosing to face the struggles instead of avoiding and running away from it is a good thing.

All of us do wish for something greater than what we have but we all forgot that what we have is what the other people are wishing for.

People never get contented from what they have, people will always seek for more, and that's one of the human nature. It is part of it.

What I'm trying to say in this chapter was everything that we have right now? We should all cherish It, 'cause the other people? They were wishing to have all of the things that we had.

Giving everything to everyone and wants to receive the same thing you give, that sucks.

Just like giving them all of your love, care, attention and making the best effort but deep inside you also wish that I hope someone would do the same thing to me. That is not the case! The problem is in you!

Don't ask for those things, just give it to yourself. Instead of giving all of those to them and waiting for them to give it back to you, why don't you just pour all of it unto yourself?

Nobody gives the same energy not unless they wanted to, don't wait, hope, wish that someone would do the things you want when you can just simple give it to yourself.

Never ask for something that you can just give directly to yourself, never beg, ask, hope, but in the end after you read this I know you're gonna ended up doing those s**t.

The paradox of life, everyone who wants to die but when they're already in the situation of dying they want to live. Everyone who wants to live for a very long time, and now that they've achieve it what to do they want? They want to rest in peace. 'cause life is full of survival thay would literally make the s**t out of you wants to surrender but hey... Don't. Don't give up, every morning you wake up is another blessing, every time you are able to go walk to your job It's a blessing 'cause some were already jobless.

Some were looking for job while there you are complaining, ranting about how hard the job you had. Always seek for the bigger picture instead of just making yourself look like an i***t for complaining from the blessing you entirely had.

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There's a one woman who was suffering from the lost of her child, she fails to give birth, they already planned for the things of the child they already brought some of it.

Her moods changes everytime and the husband understand it, every night in their sleep she always dream of hee child who was crying on her shoulders. She suffers and because of that her husband also does, they both can't accept what happened.

Everywhere she looks she imagined her child, in a park, everytime she saw a happy family with their own child her heart aches.

She don't wants to feel some pain again but then, she's always seeking for It by how she wants her to remember her child always.

"The wounds will never heals if you don't stop touching it." Another quote that I saw in the internet.

Nobody wants to feel pain but eventually they will, nobody wants to suffer but they will, no one can't escape that. Every thing that you said you don't want to experience? Well f**k it, you're gonna find yourself suffering from the situation you never wanted to be in. That's paradox of life.

There's a law in our universe. "The more you fear something the more you will attract It." Don't say, hey! I fear money! i***t. That's not gonna work.

The more you think of something, the more It will happen. "Law of attraction."

Life's a circus, full of clownery.

You'll feel happy, sad, but the worst thing you'll ever experienced feeling was being numb. It's because you no longer care about what happened next, that s**t is scary.

Don't take life seriously, you're gonna die in the end just like everyone. Don't make yourself suffer from a temporary life, go live to the fullest.

Forget about the paradox of life and start focusing on the good things even though life, struggles, and problems will f**k the s**t out of you.

The more you care unto something, the more you'll ended up suffering because of It. Stop caring in little things that will cost you no good.

Stop thinking that you owe the world, that you carry the world because you don't, you are human. We all are, so stop overthinking and just start living the life you've been waiting to happen.

Paradoxical statements that we had said in are early years tend to be the one we actually want deep inside.

For example, I don't want to be in a relationship. It's full of mind games, manipulations, love nowadays are not serious anymore. I'm gonna die single and live alone were no one will be able to dictate me how to act and live.

Where I don't have any partner that would cause me to be anxious most of the times thinking s/he's gonna leave me when the time comes.

I don't need anyone, I can live by myself.

No, all of us need someone to hold on to. All of us seeks for someone who'll be able to understand us even though we no longer understand ourself.

We all wants a relationship but just afraid to take a risk, we're just afraid of the consequences, and we're just afraid what's gonna happen next.

Yeah, love nowadays were most likely to be full of mind games. We just need to make a good decision on whom are we gonna be in a relationship with.

There's a lot of people out there calling out the differences as a red flag. Some were even calling a person as a walking red flag.

There's no right or wrong person, there's no green nor red flag. It all depends on how we view the people.

If you're waiting to be ready for being in a relationship, you're gonna ended up single your entire life.

You can't wait to be ready to take a risk, even though it's in job, love life or a business.

If you're too scared to do the things you want to do... Then do it scared. There's no try, there's only do and don'ts.

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Life is unpredictable just like I said, forget about what other people thinks and ask yourself.

What am I gonna do if I'm with the bunch of strangers who doesn't know me? What am I gonna do if I live in a different country or either... What am I willing to do if I only have one chance to do it?

If you already have the answers to those question go for it.

The biggest regret I've ever done in my life is not going after what I want because I'm too scared to do It.

The biggest regret that I also did is quitting so easy even though I know of my capabilities.

I don't want to put some pressure on you but, go after what your mind and heart says and forget about what the other people may think about you.

It's better to regret doing it than regret not trying to do it. It's better to have some at least than what ifs.

You may like it or not, but some of you are wasting your time doing some self sabotage while the other people are thinking and admiring you how you did the things so easily.

Give yourself some credits, be your biggest fan, and you best critique.

Stop seeking for almost everything when you already have the things you always seek before.

Start being grateful for what you have right now, 'cause once in your life you badly hope to have It.

People tend to ask for more rather than being grateful for what they have.

That's the paradox of life.