Scouts of the broken past.

Book one: What's the real score?

Have you ever asked yourself such questions that started with why? Of course you do, every once in a while we all do suffer and left alone, we all have experienced such difficulties in life, we all had face some uncertain situations which made us to know ourselves more.

We all underestimate ourself once, we all experienced thinking that we are a piece of s**t who doesn't deserve to live, that's why some of our fellow fellas died due to suicide.

We all also experienced imagining scenarios that commiting some crimes, we all also imagined ourselves commiting suicide 'cause we can't take It anymore.

We can't take what the world were giving us, we're all growing and there's a chance that all of us had experienced what are the other person were also currently experiencing, life's a cycle, It kepts doing the same phase.

Happy>Sad>Angry>Numb.

We can't understand ourselves better if we have not been in such difficult situations that would make us do the things that we thought we are not capable of doing.

We can't also understand the other people if we haven't been in their shoes, if we haven't experienced the things that made them suffer, we can't understand some things no matter how hard we tried not unless we are already on the specific situation that we have no choice but to clearly understand and face It.

If you want to understand the other people, first you must understand yourself. If you want to know what the other people are currently feeling you must first experienced of doing what they were doing, just like hiding their emotions.

If you want to generally understand people without them telling what they really feel, you must first observe yourself.

If you want to know if the other person is hurting but they were just hiding It, you must see yourself on his/her position. What will you do if you are on his/her shoes? Will you also hide your emotions?

If you don't understand yourself how can you do the same thing to the others?

Now let's start with the questions.

Why do people hurt each other?

Why do people make fun of one another?

Why do people suffer?

Why do people regret the decisions they made?

Why do people hate me?

Why do people kept taking advantage of me?

Why do people always misunderstand me?

Why am I always left alone?

Why do I never receive the same energy, effort and love that I gave to them?

I know for sure, in your whole freaking existence you have asked your self with those questions above.

Here's what all I can say, and my answer about the questions above.

The world doesn't revolves around you.