Lana POV
I work in the emergency unit along side with Dr, Braian. I kept my head and ass in emergency unit because I can't took a chance of meeting with Skyler due to embarrassment. But it's not easy, realising how I f****d it all up. And that turns out to be the hardest thing to live with, not the regret or the fear, but the realisation that the edge is so close to where we live. I call it the "f**k up, own up, and get up" policy. Make a mistake, admit it, and move on. We all screw up, but a man solves his problems. He doesn't make them worse. I guess I'm not a man that's why insisted of solving the problems I make them even worse.
I didn't feel physically sick. But mentally. My mind was twisting in so many ways. I once saw a documentary on migraines. One of the men interviewed used to
