Sami was asking me what is the matter with me? why I left like that? they will think that was a rude behavior. I didn't answer her but until, we climbed into the car. " Lana?" sami says softly. "Are you okay?" That single stupid question breaks me. All the metal fingers relax me at once, and the tears they've been holding back come surging up at once. Suddenly I am sobbing and telling her everything: what could have when he see's that recording. Thinking about it again makes me feel like I might puke. At a certain point, Sami puts her arms around me and starts murmuring things into my hair. I don't even know what she's saying, and I don't care. Just having her here - solid, real, on my side - makes me feel better than I have in weeks. Slowly I manage to stop crying, swallowing back the h

