I thank God for helping me out today but on the negative side I have to explain these things to Skyler. And I don't know how am I going to be explain to him? I have a million thoughts in my head. And if I am able to adequately put a sentence to any of them I will have considered myself successful. Maybe, Stop trying to explain myself. People only understand things from their level of perception; within the parameters of their agreement with reality. Save my energy. I figured out that I'm better off not explaining how and why I do the things that I do. If people can only read the surface of what I am and that's all they want to see, let them see just what they need to see. Everything more is just something to keep and share only with the people that desire and are ready to receive that inf

