When I found myself in front of Matt's door for the second time this evening, I hesitated. If I wanted out, this was my chance.
I could walk away, and nothing would come from any of this. It would just be some crazy adventure I had as a kid. No one but Josh would know any different. I took all of two steps backward when I realized this WAS what I wanted.
How many times did I have to question myself before I believed it was true? I stepped forward again and knocked on the door.
When Matt opened the door this time, I felt terrible. He looked haunted. That's the only way I could think to describe it. His eyes brightened somewhat when he saw it was me.
"You came back." He stated softly.
"I did." I returned with a gulp.
He breathed out a sigh of relief. "I'm sorry for what I said, Jaso
