Once I was in my room, I began to pace back and forth. I had to break this cycle. I had to stop this somehow. How did I manage to let myself get twisted up in these emotions again?
What the hell is wrong with me? Would I ever learn to stop making such stupid decisions or was I doomed to let my heart lead me into nothing but solitude and loneliness every single time I came across a new guy? There has to be a point where enough eventually becomes enough.
Anxious to do something to break up the pain that had settled in my chest, I pulled my phone out of my pocket. I had missed a couple texts from Jason, checking to see why I had never come back inside. I shot him a text saying I was fine and had to go home.
Before I put my phone down, I opened up a text to Andrew. Come over. Right now. I
