God, my life is now in order!
I mean, I have a schedule I actually keep.
It’s crazy because I can’t recall any other time in my life, at least not since elementary school, when this is the case.
Sure, I guess schedules are nothing new, but keeping them is certainly a challenge. It’s a crazy thing to feel liberated by a schedule instead of constrained by it.
It might be nice to say I keep my schedule perfectly because now I have the discipline necessary to do so.
It might be nice to say that but that’s a complete lie.
I’m a hell of a lot more disciplined than I used to be but the reason I keep my schedule is because I know exactly what it feels like to have ass cheeks that hurt so much that just sitting down makes me want to cry.
I giggle at that.
I don’t like spankings at all bu
