I dreamed about the first day I met Blaine.
I knew it was a dream, but it did not in any way lighten the sensations I felt.
That light feeling in my chest that made my whole skin tingle.
Everything played out in my mind in the exact sequence the events had happened in those three days, almost like I was watching a movie.
I have heard that this only happens to people when they are about to die.
Was I about to die?
If that was true, why would my happiest memory be the day I met Blaine?
It did not make any sense to my unconscious mind why this would be the most important memory my brain could have stored.
The day I had Oliver was the best day of my life.
Why could my brain not show me that? A more comforting memory if I was going to die.
There was nothing comforting about see
