The air in the kitchen was thick enough to choke on, saturated with the scent of Julian’s cologne and the sharp, metallic tang of my own fear. I was pinned against the cold marble of the island, his body a wall of solid heat that made my skin prickle. When he leaned in, I expected another taunt, another jab at my "ice queen" exterior.
Instead, he crashed his mouth against mine.
It wasn't a question; it was a conquest. The kiss was breathtaking, fueled by the jagged jealousy that had been clawing at my throat upstairs and the raw, unrefined hunger Julian carried like a weapon. My hands, which should have been pushing him away, found purchase in his hair, my fingers tangling in the damp strands. I let out a soft, broken sound into his mouth—a surrender I hadn't authorized.
Before I could process the shift, Julian’s hands were under my thighs. He grunted, a low, primal sound of exertion, and hoisted me onto the kitchen table. The wood was cold against my bare legs, but I didn't care. His hands moved with a frantic, expert precision, fumbling for the silk tie of my robe. My head fell back, my eyes fluttering shut as his lips moved to the sensitive skin of my throat.
"I told you," he murmured against my skin, his breath hot and ragged. "I'm not a child, Elena. And I’m tired of playing nice."
He tugged at the silk, the knot loosening, the cool air hitting my chest. I was seconds away from a point of no return when the sharp, distinct clack-clack of heels echoed in the hallway.
The door handle shifted.
Adrenaline, cold and sharp, flooded my system. I shoved Julian’s chest with everything I had, sliding off the table so fast I nearly tripped. My hands flew to my robe, jerking the silk shut and fumbling to knot the belt with shaking fingers. Julian didn't scramble; he simply stepped back, his chest heaving, his eyes dark with a frustrated, dangerous fire as he leaned against the counter.
The door swung open, and Sarah sailed in, her face flushed with excitement.
"There you are!" she exclaimed, her voice a jarring contrast to the heavy silence Julian and I had been drowning in. She didn't seem to notice the way my chest was heaving or the fact that my lipstick was likely smeared halfway across my cheek. "I looked everywhere in your room, Elena. I thought you’d fallen asleep through the noise!"
I forced a laugh, a brittle, jagged sound. "Just… needed some water, Sarah. The music is a bit much."
"Oh, tell me about it!" Sarah leaned against the island, right where Julian’s hands had been seconds before. She was glowing, her eyes bright. "Looking at everyone Julian invited… it’s like looking into a mirror of us twenty years ago. Remember that New Year’s Eve in the Hamptons? That girl in the red dress dancing on the table reminded me exactly of you before you became 'Senior Partner' Elena."
She was laughing, talking excitedly about our "wild" days, oblivious to the thick, suffocating tension vibrating between me and her son. I looked at Julian. He was watching his mother with a practiced, lazy smile, but his eyes occasionally flicked to me, tracing the line of my throat where his mouth had just been.
"You and Elena were wild?" Julian asked, his voice smooth, though there was an edge to it only I could hear. "I find that hard to believe. Elena seems so… disciplined."
"Oh, don't let the suit fool you, Jules," Sarah teased, reaching over to pat my arm. "She was the ringleader. I was just the accomplice."
Julian’s smirk deepened. "Is that so? Maybe I should take some notes."
"No way in hell," Sarah said, finally turning her attention to him. She looked at his unbuttoned shirt and the messy state of his hair. "You look like you’ve been through a hurricane, Julian. And this party… I can smell the bad decisions from the hallway."
"It’s just a celebration, Ma," Julian shrugged, moving toward her. "Why don't you come out? I’m sure a few of my friends would love to meet the woman who raised the 'demon' Elena was just calling me."
Sarah let out a mock gasp and gave him a sharp, playful knock on the top of his head. "In your dreams, Julian! No way am I getting involved in your dirty-minded party. I have a 9:00 AM yoga class and a reputation to maintain."
Julian laughed, the sound rich and far too charming. He reached out, pulling his mother into a quick, affectionate hug and planting a peck on her cheek. "Your loss, Ma."
He stepped back, making his way toward the door to return to the chaos. But as he passed me, he didn't just walk by. He paused, leaning down as if to give me a polite, family-friend peck on the cheek.
"Goodnight, Elena," he murmured.
As he leaned in, his hand dropped. With a bold, unapologetic force, he grabbed both my butt cheeks, a firm, possessive squeeze that sent a jolt of pure electricity straight up my spine.
I couldn't help it; I let out a sharp, strangled exclamation, my eyes widening in shock.
Sarah just laughed, shaking her head as she watched Julian disappear through the swinging door. "Oh, don't mind him, Elena. He’s always loved looking for your trouble. Ever since he was ten and used to hide your shoes so you couldn't leave."
I stood there, frozen, the heat of his hand still searing through the silk of my robe. My heart was thudding against my ribs like a trapped bird.
"Yeah," I managed, my voice a hollow whisper. "Trouble."
Sarah started talking again, something about the guest towels or the morning's breakfast plans, but I wasn't listening. I was looking at the door where Julian had vanished. He hadn't just kissed me; he had marked me. And the terrifying part wasn't that he’d done it—it was that, despite the shame and the risk, I already wanted him to do it again.
"Elena? Are you okay? You look like you've seen a ghost," Sarah said, concern finally flickering in her eyes.
"I'm fine," I lied, clutching my water glass like a lifeline. "Just tired. I think I'll head up now."
I walked out of the kitchen, my legs feeling like jelly. As I climbed the stairs, the bass from the party seemed to pulse in time with the throb between my thighs.