Emma I have to leave - it’s that plain and simple. It doesn’t matter what I was planning for. He doesn’t want me. James stands where he is. “Okay, “ I lift my chin up, “ I am leaving. “ Then I look at Anette. She is standing on the other side of the room, watching me. She is happy about this, I can tell by the way she is looking at me. But I will not argue with her, I won't give her that. She doesn’t deserve to see how upset I am. James will not see how hurt I am too. “I am going to pack my things. “ I turn back to James, “I need a few minutes. Then I am gone. “ Then I take a step towards him. “And don’t worry, you won't see me again. “ My voice doesn’t tremble, even though I am overflowing with emotions. I head upstairs to the bedroom where my things are. I force myself to wal

