The morning sun slipped through the massive floor-to-ceiling windows of Alexander’s penthouse, casting a golden hue over the sleek marble floors. The room smelled faintly of his cologne—a sharp, masculine scent that clung to Isla’s skin long after their bodies had parted.
She sat on the edge of his bed, her knees pulled to her chest, watching the city stir to life below. Her eyes were red and swollen from the sleepless night. She had lost count of how many times she had run her fingers through her hair, trying to pull herself together.
But no matter how hard she tried, she couldn’t shake the image of Elliot’s face from her mind.
His eyes—once so full of warmth—were now clouded with disbelief and pain. She had shattered something between them that could never be repaired.
Her chest tightened painfully.
The bedroom door opened, and she felt him before she saw him.
Alexander’s bare feet padded across the hardwood floor. She didn’t turn around. She couldn’t.
He walked up behind her and knelt by the bed, resting his chin on her thigh. His fingers traced soft, lazy circles on her calf, but she remained still.
“Talk to me,” he murmured against her skin.
Her throat tightened. She stared at her hands, her voice barely above a whisper.
“I destroyed him.”
Alexander’s grip on her leg tightened slightly.
“You knew this would happen,” he said softly. There was no trace of regret in his voice. Only certainty.
She turned her head sharply, finally meeting his gaze. Her eyes were glassy with tears.
“You don’t care, do you?” she asked, her voice trembling. “You don’t care how much this will hurt him.”
His eyes darkened slightly. He let out a low breath and sat back on his heels, studying her.
“No,” he answered simply.
Her lips parted slightly. She blinked, stunned by his brutal honesty.
“I care about you,” he continued, his voice low and deliberate. “And I’m not going to apologize for wanting you.”
She shook her head, her eyes burning. “You’re heartless.”
His jaw clenched. He reached up, brushing a strand of hair behind her ear. His fingertips lingered on her cheek, as if trying to memorize the shape of her face.
“You can call me whatever you want,” he murmured, his voice a low rasp. “But it won’t change this.”
His lips brushed hers—soft at first, almost reverent. A cruel contradiction to the havoc he was wreaking on her life.
And God help her, she didn’t pull away.
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An hour later, Isla sat alone in the backseat of a sleek black car.
Her fingers fumbled with the hem of her coat as she stared out the window. She was heading home—back to the apartment she had shared with Elliot. The thought made her stomach twist with dread.
Her hands were still trembling slightly from Alexander’s touch. She could feel the imprint of his lips on her skin, the ghost of his hands on her hips.
And she hated herself for it.
When the car pulled up in front of her building, she forced herself to take a steadying breath. She wiped at the faint smudge of mascara beneath her eyes, then stepped out.
As she walked toward the front door, her heart began to pound.
The weight of guilt settled heavily on her chest as she slipped her key into the lock. Her fingers shook slightly as she turned it.
The door creaked softly as it opened.
The apartment was quiet. The faint scent of Elliot’s cologne still lingered in the air.
Her eyes scanned the space—the neatness of it felt suffocating. She took a hesitant step forward, her gaze falling on the framed photo of them on the entryway table.
A candid shot from one of their vacations—her arms wrapped around his neck, both of them laughing, their eyes bright with happiness.
Her throat tightened. She quickly turned the photo face down.
She took a step toward the living room, and then she froze.
Elliot was sitting on the couch.
His elbows rested on his knees, his hands clasped together. His eyes were trained on the floor, unfocused, and bloodshot from lack of sleep.
Her chest constricted painfully.
“Elliot,” she breathed.
His head lifted slowly at the sound of her voice. His eyes met hers, and she felt her heart splinter all over again.
There was no anger in his expression. No hatred.
Only heartbreak.
“Where were you?” he asked softly, his voice hoarse.
Her mouth opened slightly, but no sound came out. She felt the familiar prickle of shame crawl up her spine.
She knew she should lie. She should say she was working late or visiting Nina.
But she couldn’t.
Her lips parted, and the truth fell from them before she could stop it.
“I was with him.”
A beat of silence passed.
Elliot’s eyes slowly closed, as if he were bracing himself against the weight of her words. His jaw tightened, his hands clenching slightly.
When he opened his eyes again, they were rimmed with unshed tears.
“Why?” he whispered.
Her chest caved. A sob lodged in her throat.
“Elliot, I’m so sorry,” she choked. “I—”
“Don’t,” he cut her off, his voice sharp. His hands clenched into fists on his knees. “Don’t apologize.”
Her breath hitched.
His eyes searched hers, desperate, broken.
“I loved you,” he whispered, his voice barely audible. “You were my everything, Isla.”
Her knees weakened. She took a step toward him, but he flinched slightly.
The small movement cut her deeper than any words ever could.
“Please,” she begged softly. “Don’t look at me like that.”
His eyes hardened. For the first time since she walked through the door, she saw a flicker of anger flash behind them.
“You lied to me,” he said, his voice raw. “Over and over again. And I let you.”
Her lips trembled. “I didn’t mean for this to happen.”
His eyes narrowed slightly. His voice was quiet, but laced with unmistakable bitterness.
“Yes, you did.”
The words were a knife to her chest. She clutched her arms around herself, trying to hold in the broken pieces of her heart.
A bitter laugh escaped him as he shook his head. “You wanted him. Admit it.”
Tears spilled down her cheeks, but she didn’t deny it. She couldn’t.
She had wanted Alexander. And that, more than anything, was the deepest betrayal of all.
Elliot slowly rose from the couch. His eyes were cold now, void of the warmth they once held.
He walked past her without another word.
When the door clicked shut behind him, she crumpled to the floor, her chest heaving with broken sobs.
Her hands covered her face, but it did nothing to stifle the sound of her heartbreak.
And somewhere, she knew—no matter how much she cried, she could never take it back.
She had lost Elliot forever.