Tenant’s Secret Love

Chapter 92: A painful choice

Leaving the rice noodle store, walking alone on the empty streets late at night, a burst of uncontrollable boredom in my heart, at this moment I have already made a choice, but Daphne's reaction was more violent than I imagined, it seems that my decision has touched her scales.

Then again, what woman can stand the thought of her fiancé giving up his job to go to another city for another woman? In fact, Daphne's lack of a big fight with me already showed her cultivation.

I pulled out a cigarette from the cigarette box, a little disheveled smoking, the heart is more surging a burst of guilt because of Daphne and the resulting pain, but has made the decision I will not change, this time no matter how I have to help Violetta through the difficult times, in order to her once for me to take that slap ......

After taking a deep breath, I extinguished the cigarette, took out my cell phone from my pocket, and then sent a message to Violetta: “I'm going to quit my job tomorrow, and I'll go to Suzhou after completing the work handover.”

Soon Violetta returned the message, “Thank you Lucas, I knew you wouldn't leave me behind.”

“Well ...... then you can sleep a solid sleep now?”

“I don't want to sleep now, I want to talk to you on the phone and hear your voice.”

I looked bitterly at Violetta's text, at the moment I was giving her security, but what about Daphne? She must have been hurt very thoroughly by my decision ......

Violetta didn't wait for me to reply to the text message, so she directly dialed the phone over, I froze and looked at the blinking cell phone screen because of the incoming call, I finally didn't answer it and hung up the phone, and then I sent a message back to Violetta, “I'm a bit tired today, I want to rest, let's talk about it tomorrow.”

Without waiting for Violetta to text back again, I turned off my cell phone, and then with a tired soul dragging a heavy body to continue to walk on the cold streets, put Buddha how can not see the end ......

......

When I returned home it was already late at night, I thought my parents were already resting, gently opened the door to the room, but I did not want both of them to sit in the living room, and both of them did not look too good.

My heart tightened, could it be that they already knew what just happened between Daphne and I? According to my understanding of Daphne, she wouldn't have told her parents that I was quitting my job and going to Suzhou.

Mom didn't wait for me to change my shoes before she asked in a deep voice, “Lucas, why is your cell phone turned off?”

I said perfunctorily, “Maybe it's out of battery.”

“Did you have a fight with Daphne?”

“No.”

Mom questioned, saying, “Tell me the truth, did you or didn't you? Just now Daphne's mom called to say that Daphne cried as soon as she got home, locked herself in her room, and wouldn't open the door no matter how much she yelled.”

The feeling of apology filled me once again, I stood still for a long time, I didn't know how to respond to my mom's words, if I let her know the truth of the matter, it might be more difficult for her to accept than Daphne.

But I can't leave Xuzhou without saying a word, they also have to know the truth of the matter, as for those bad consequences, so s*x today to bear together.

I drummed up the courage to finally wait for my answer to the mom said: “Mom, Xuzhou's work I am ready to quit, I want to go back to Suzhou, in order to a friend ......”

My words did not finish, mom's expression suddenly became extremely ugly, she angrily scolded: “You this bastard thing, no wonder ...... no wonder Daphne ...... you tell me, you so blindly, in the end want to do what? ....... Ah? What do you want to do? Too much of your good times?”

Look at my mom was angry incoherent look, my heart is more apologetic, lowered his head without saying a word, but do not want to say this kind of a word more stimulate the mood of the mother, she said angrily: “Lucas, I tell you, no matter what your reasons, you have to give me a good stay in Xuzhou, good to Daphne married home, or else, I'll be as not your son of this bastard! .”

I was spoiled by my mother grew up, never heard her say such heavy words to me, the overwhelming sense of dull pain can not be blocked pierced through me, and even a moment to produce a wavering, would rather fail Violetta also want to stay in Xuzhou, because I dare not go so disobedient parents.

But in the end, I still gritted my teeth and said: “Mom, I know this decision will hurt a lot of people, but I still decided to do this because it must be done, so I hope that you and my father can understand ...... If there is a little choice, I will not leave Xuzhou, I have no choice! ......”

“Lucas, you now wings hard, I and your father can not discipline you, also can not do your main, you are not going to go, now on the roll, from this home out, I and your father as not born you this disobedient son.” Mom said with a shudder of anger, pointing at me.

I looked at my father helplessly, counting on him to help me say something, but he was silent, even mute, I know that my decision really stung them, otherwise the always good-tempered mom, always the most spoiled mom, how could I say such heavy words to me.

I did not explain anything for myself, because how to explain this thing, standing in the parents' point of view is stupid and wrong, I finally lowered his head into the room, then packed up their luggage.

......

I just dragged my luggage from the room and said to my parents, “Dad, mom, I'm leaving, my son did something wrong, and I don't dare to ask for your understanding, I just hope that you pay attention to your health, and I'll come back to see you when I have time.”

“Lucas, if you leave like this, can you afford Daphne, can you afford me and your dad?” Mom said to me with tears in her eyes.

My heart is like a knife, this choice is even more difficult than the last time to inform Renee of Darren's power plot, but also more helpless, I do not expect to be understood, I only long for time to quickly wash away the evil consequences of this choice, and then free me, as for now, the only thing I can do is to suffer in the pain of choice.

I bowed my head in silence, and in that silence made up my mind to leave, while at this time my 'Stubborn-Father', who had not spoken to take a stand, finally spoke:

“Let him go, his heart just isn't set on Xuzhou or Daphne, sooner or later he'll be gone.”

I looked at my 'Stubborn-Father' in surprise, I didn't know where the basis of his words came from, if it wasn't for the great difficulties that Violetta had encountered, I really had no intention of returning to Suzhou.

I suddenly remembered a dream I had a long time ago, in which I asked the woman with long hair hanging over her shoulders why she was the woman in my heart, but I couldn't get close to her, and she said: because I don't understand what my heart really wants.

My 'Stubborn-Father's' words bear a very strange resemblance to this dream. Could it be that my heart really isn't in Xuzhou, while Suzhou has always had the person or thing of my dreams?

He lit a cigarette and said to me, “You are my son, I know your temper, we can't persuade you if you make a decision, now you and Daphne are not engaged, so don't hold up this good girl anymore, get together and get on with it .......”

Mom pulled my 'Stubborn-Father' emotional said, “How do you say such words, can not be so by his nature to fool around, miss Daphne this good girl, he has to regret for a lifetime.”

My father shook his head and said, “It's better to end it now with Daphne than to end it later when he's married, I can't bear to see him spoil this good girl, let him be, let him walk his own path.”

Mom looked at my dad in shock, while his expression was full of exhaustion and low, waved his hand to me, signaling me to go ......

I lowered my head and said “I'm sorry”, finally dragging the suitcase to the house, and after this night, I will live what kind of life, I have no way of knowing, but I know that those days of peace and quiet with Daphne's companionship in a trance came to an end.

Thinking about how good Daphne was made my nose a little sore.

If she was willing to wait for me, I could really return to Xuzhou after helping Violetta, and once again fight for a peaceful life with her, but was she willing to wait? I'm not sure if she's willing to wait for me, but is she willing to wait?