My eyelids felt like they were sealed with glue. When I finally forced them open, the sterile white ceiling of the hotel room blurred into focus. I tried to shift my weight, but a sharp, throbbing ache radiated from my hips down to my thighs. I gasped, my breath hitching.
"Oh, god," I whispered, my voice a raspy ghost of itself. "What did he do to me?"
I looked beside me. The bed was empty, the sheets rumpled.
On the nightstand sat a set of clothes, folded with precision that felt almost insulting.
I reached for it, my fingers trembling.
The walk to the bathroom was a struggle. Every step felt like my pelvic bone had been rearranged. I caught my reflection in the mirror—flushed cheeks, swollen lips, and a look in my eyes I didn't recognize. I dressed slowly, wincing as the fabric of the jeans brushed against my sensitive skin.
When I finally hauled a cab back to the apartment, the door had barely clicked shut before Chloe was in my face.
"Where the hell have you been?" Chloe demanded, her arms crossed, her foot tapping a frantic rhythm on the hardwood.
"I was out," I said, trying to slide past her toward the bedroom.
"Out? Andrea, you disappeared for an entire night! Paige has been vibrating with anxiety for six hours!"
Paige stepped forward, her eyes wide and shimmering with worry. "Are you okay? You look... pale. Did something happen? Did you get hurt?”
I stopped and looked at them. I couldn't tell them. How could I explain that I sold my virginity to save grandma?
"I'm fine," I insisted, forcing a smile that felt brittle. "Really. I just... I had to handle things."
"Handle things how?" Chloe pressed, her voice rising. "You don't just vanish and come back walking like you've forgotten how to use your legs. Talk to us, Andrea!"
"I can't," I said, my voice cracking. "But please, just stop asking. I'm exhausted."
Paige reached out, touching my arm gently. "Did you get the money? For Grandma Mia?"
I nodded and the silence that followed was heavy.
"Where did it come from?" Chloe asked, her voice dropping to a suspicious whisper. "Andrea, tell me you didn't do something crazy."
"It doesn't matter where it came from," I replied, stepping back. "What matters is that it's enough. Now, please, I need a shower. Then we're going to the hospital."
The shower was a blur of steam and stinging soreness. I leaned against the tiles, letting the hot water wash away the scent of him, though I knew the memory of his weight and the way he had claimed me would stay etched into my skin.
An hour later, the sterile scent of antiseptic filled my nostrils as we hurried through the hospital corridors. I marched straight to the billing office, my heart hammering against my ribs.
"I'm here for Mia Parker," I told the receptionist, sliding the check across the counter. "I want to settle the full amount for the surgery and the ICU stay."
The woman looked at the check, then at me, her eyebrows arching. "This covers everything, Miss Parker. I'll process this immediately."
"When can the surgery happen?" I asked, my voice urgent.
"The surgeon is available this evening," she replied.
We walked back to the ward, where the doctor was waiting. He looked tired, his scrubs wrinkled.
"Miss Parker," the doctor said, his voice grave. "The funds have been cleared. We can proceed with the surgery at six tonight."
"Will she make it?" I asked, my voice small.
"It is a high-risk procedure given her age and the state of her heart," he explained. "But this surgery is her best chance. However, I must insist that you go home and rest. You look exhausted, and the surgery will be a long process. You cannot support your grandmother if you collapse in the waiting room."
"I can't leave her," I whispered.
"Andrea," Chloe said, gripping my shoulder. "He's right. You're shaking. We'll go home, get some sleep, and come back the second the doctor gives us an update."
"I just... I can't stop thinking about what happens if..." I trailed off.
"We are staying positive," Paige said, her voice soft but firm. "Grandma Mia is a fighter. She's waiting for you to be strong."
After ten minutes of arguing with the staff and more persuasion from the girls, I finally let them lead me out of the hospital.
Meanwhile, across the city, the atmosphere in Ray’s office was far less somber. Ray sat behind his mahogany desk, staring at a spreadsheet, though his mind was miles away. He could still feel the softness of Andrea's skin and the shocking, tight heat of her first time.
The door swung open without a knock. Richard strolled in, a smirk plastered across his face.
"So?" Richard asked, dropping into a leather chair and propping his feet up on the desk. "Tell me everything. Did she live up to the hype? Or did she just take the money and run?"
Ray didn't look up. "Leave it alone, Richard."
"Oh, come on! You were practically vibrating when you left the club.
Ray sighed, leaning back in his chair. "She was... unexpected."
Richard sat up straight, his interest piqued. "Unexpected how? Was she a screamer? A biter? Give me the details, Ray. I know that look. That's the 'I actually enjoyed myself' look."
"She wasn't a professional," Ray said, his voice composed but thoughtful.
"What does that even mean?”
Ray paused, remembering the way she had gasped when he first entered her, the blood on the sheets, the raw, honest vulnerability in her eyes.
"She was a virgin," Ray stated.
Richard froze. He blinked once, then twice. He burst into a loud, echoing laugh that filled the office.
"No way! You're lying!" Richard roared. "Ray Smith, the king of the city, actually slept with a virgin? In this century? Please tell me you didn't actually fall for the 'I'm a pure flower' act."
"It wasn't an act," Ray replied, a small, arrogant smile tugging at his lips. "I felt it. She was terrified, but she did it anyway."
"God, you're a monster," Richard teased, leaning in. "And let me guess, you felt a sudden surge of protective instinct? You want to find her and sweep her off her feet with a diamond ring?"
"Don't be ridiculous," Ray snapped, though his eyes drifted to the window. "She wanted eighty thousand dollars. She's a gold-digger who happened to be inexperienced. Nothing more."
"Right, right," Richard chuckled, standing up to leave. "That's why you've been staring at that same page for twenty minutes. Admit it, Ray. She got under your skin."
"Get out of my office, Richard."
"I'm going, I'm going! But just so you know, the 'Ice King' finally melted for a girl with a price tag. I'm telling Philip."
"You wouldn’t," Ray replied, though there was no real heat in it.
As the door closed, Ray leaned back and closed his eyes. He could still smell her. He could still feel the way she had clung to him, the desperation and the sweetness of it all. He had expected a transaction; he hadn't expected to feel something shifting inside his chest.