The council dissolved like smoke—chairs scraping, robes whispering, wolves spilling into side corridors in churning, buzzing rivulets. No one came too close to the center of the circle, where I still stood.
They circled me with their eyes instead.
She came back for the pups.
He’s getting a second chance.
Maybe this time they’ll give us an heir before they break everything again.
I stepped down from the central stone, every muscle too tight, every breath edged. Sylren was the first wall I nearly walked into.
“Lysa,” he said, voice low, hands lifted like he was approaching a spooked colt. His grey eyes were full of apology. “I tried to stall them.”
“Next time,” I said, “try harder.”
It came out flatter than I meant. His jaw tightened, but he didn’t flinch.
“You don’t have to do this,” he said quietly. “If you refuse, I’ll stand with you.”
I almost laughed. “And give Vaelor a neat excuse to blame us when the next child goes missing? No, thank you. I’d rather not hand him a ready-made martyr narrative.”
“Lysandra!” My father’s bark snapped down the corridor like a whip.
Rogan Vex strode toward us, boots loud on the stone, the beta mantle sitting on his shoulders like it had grown there. He gave Sylren a curt nod that meant alpha and move, both at once.
Sylren stepped back. I felt the loss of his quiet support like a draft against my skin.
My father stopped a breath away. Up close, he smelled of old leather, pine, and the iron edge of sleepless nights.
“What was that?” he demanded.
“What part?” I asked. “The part where I was volunteered for a political farce, or the part where I said no?”
“Watch your tone.” His eyes flashed. Then, softer, “You agreed. In front of both packs.”
I held his gaze. It was like staring into a mirror that had aged thirty years and lost the luxury of softness.
“I agreed,” I said, “to keep more pups from going missing. Don’t mistake that for forgiving him. Or them.”
From the far end of the corridor, a faint murmur of voices drifted—Aren’s deep thread among them, giving orders, already reshaping the night around Vaelor’s decree.
My wolf bristled. Of course he’s already planning.
Rogan’s shoulders eased a fraction. “No one is asking you to forgive,” he said. “We’re asking you to think beyond your hurt.”
“I am thinking beyond it,” I shot back. “That’s why I’m not turning Vaelor’s skull into a flower pot.”
To my right, someone made a strangled sound that might have been a smothered laugh. Kerrik, hovering by a side doorway, all long limbs and wide eyes.
My father followed my glance, saw my brother, and the beta-mask slipped just enough for his mouth to twitch. Then he set it back in place.
“You’ll come home tonight,” Rogan said. Not a question. “We’ll talk with your mother. Pack your things in the morning. Crosswind patrol will escort you to his territory at dawn.”
His territory. The words scraped.
“Of course,” I said sweetly. “Wouldn’t want to be late to my own year of penance.”
“Lysa,” Sylren murmured, but I was already turning away.
Kerrik darted into my path, nearly colliding with me. “You’re really— I mean, they’re really—”
“Yes,” I said. “I’m really. They’re really.”
His mouth opened and closed, searching for something that wasn’t idiotic. “You… won’t go alone, will you? I could—”
“You,” I flicked a finger against his forehead, “are staying exactly where you are. Someone has to stop you from doing anything stupider than usual while I’m gone.”
He flushed. “I could guard you.”
“I don’t need a guard.”
“You’re going to live with the male who—”
“—who broke our bond,” I finished for him. “Yes, Kerrik. I was there.”
The corridor buzzed again; I caught a glimpse of dark hair and a broad back as Aren disappeared through a side arch, Gravik at his shoulder. He didn’t look back.
Good.
“You’re shaking,” Kerrik whispered.
I looked down. My fingers were trembling, just enough to make the thin silver of my healer’s bracelets chime.
“I’m fine,” I lied.
“Lysandra.” My mother’s voice, this time, from the healers’ alcove. “Enough.”
Maera Vex stood framed by lamplight, arms crossed over her chest. There was no softness in her eyes—only worry wearing its usual mask of irritation.
“Come home,” she said. “We have work to do before you go play luna.”
The word scraped harsher from her than from Serith. I took a breath that didn’t settle anywhere near my lungs.
Behind me, the council hall door boomed shut, echo rolling down the stone.
“One year,” I whispered under my breath, for the walls and my wolf alone. “One year under his roof. For the children.”
My wolf huffed, restless. And after that?
I didn’t answer her.
Because somewhere beyond these walls, a pup was crying into the dark with no healer beside them.
And tomorrow at dawn, I was going to walk into the house of the male who’d shattered my life—wear his ring, sleep under his roof—
—and find whoever was stealing our children before they tore another piece out of me.