Episode6

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The Bride He Bought Damian Damian had stood in this chapel exactly twice before –once for his father's funeral, once for a cousin's wedding he'd left early –and both times he'd felt nothing but the cold, familiar weight of obligation settling over his shoulders like a coat two sizes too heavy. He didn't feel that today. He didn't know what he felt today, which unsettled him more than he wanted to admit. "You look like a man about to be sick," Marco said, adjusting Damian's tie with the same unbothered efficiency he brought to everything, from covering up bodies to picking out cufflinks. "Relax. It's not a real wedding. You said so yourself." "I know what I said." "Then why do you look like that?" Damian didn't answer, because the honest answer – that somewhere between a bakery and a business card and a text message at 11:58 p.m. that had made his chest do something entirely unfamiliar, this had stopped feeling like a strategy and started feeling like something he didn't have a name for – wasn't a sentence he was prepared to say out loud, not even to Marco, maybe especially not to Marco, who would hear it and understand exactly what it meant before Damian was ready to. He thought about his father instead, because it was easier. His father had stood in this same spot once, decades ago, marrying a woman he'd genuinely loved, if the old photographs were any evidence – the two of them laughing at something just out of frame, unguarded in a way Damian had never once seen his father be in real life. He wondered, not for the first time, what his father would think of this – a marriage built on debt and danger instead of love, standing in for the real thing the way a stunt double stands in for the actor who might actually get hurt. He wondered if his father would recognize the necessity of it, or if he'd see straight through to the thing underneath that Damian himself hadn't fully named yet. The doors opened. The room went quiet in the particular way rooms full of dangerous men went quiet –not out of reverence, but calculation, every person present already filing away who stood where and what it meant for the balance of power in the months ahead. And then Camille was walking toward him in a borrowed ivory dress two sizes too formal for the woman he'd watched fix a broken oven with a wrench and sheer stubbornness three days ago, and every calculation in Damian's head went, briefly and completely, silent. She didn't look at anyone else in the room. He noticed that. Chin up, jaw set, eyes fixed on some point past his shoulder like she was daring the whole building to try something –and then, for just a second, right before she reached him, her eyes dropped to his and something in her face cracked open, just slightly, just enough for him to see that underneath all that armor, she was as frightened as he was pretending not to be. He held out his hand. She took it. Her fingers were freezing. "You okay?" he murmured, too low for anyone else to catch. "Ask me in an hour." It surprised a laugh out of him – short, involuntary, the kind of sound he hadn't made in a room full of his own men in longer than he could remember. A few heads turned. He didn't care. The ceremony moved the way these things always moved in his world – efficient, watched, more transaction than sacrament – but Damian found himself, against every instinct he'd spent seventeen years cultivating, actually present for it. Actually listening to the words instead of performing his way through them. Actually meaning at least half of what he said back. It was near the end, ring cold in his hand, that he caught the movement near the back of the room –a familiar shape half-hidden by a marble pillar, silver hair catching the light, a warm, avuncular smile aimed directly at the altar like Vincent had been watching this exact moment for longer than the ceremony had been happening. Something about the stillness of it, the patience of it, made the back of Damian's neck go cold in a way that had nothing to do with the temperature of the room. "That's my uncle," he murmured to Camille, close enough that anyone watching would read it as intimacy instead of warning. "He'll want to welcome you personally. Smile, and don't tell him anything true." He meant it as simple caution – the kind of instruction he'd have given anyone marrying into this family, a rule as basic as don't drink the good scotch too fast. It wasn't until the words were already out of his mouth that he understood how much more he meant by them, and how little he understood, still, about what exactly he was warning her against. The officiant cleared his throat. The ceremony resumed. Damian slid the ring onto Camille's finger with hands that were, for one brief and startling moment, not quite steady, and told himself it was nerves about the plan, about Vincent, about the delicate architecture of lies he was building to keep her safe. He didn't let himself examine, not yet, how much of it was simply her. Across the room, half-hidden by the pillar, Vincent Rossi kept smiling – warm, patient, delighted – and Damian, watching him from the altar with his new wife's cold hand in his, felt the first real thread of certainty settle into the place where suspicion had been living for days. Something about his uncle's stillness was wrong. He just didn't yet know how wrong, or how soon he'd find out. Afterward, walking her down the aisle himself –there had been no father to do it, and Damian had insisted, over her protests, that no one else touch that role – he'd felt her hand tighten briefly around his arm at the sight of the crowd, a small, human flinch that no amount of armor could have hidden from someone paying as close attention as he was. He'd leaned down without thinking and murmured, "You're doing fine," and felt, absurdly, like the words were as much for him self as they were for her.
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