The chapel at Santa Lucia smelled of candle wax and old stone, incense settled so deep into the walls over a century that it seemed to rise from the floor itself, and Aria stood at the back of it in a dress Sofia Marchetti had chosen for her — ivory, unadorned, nothing like the elaborate ballgown fantasy she'd once, as a much younger girl, pictured for a wedding that was supposed to be about love instead of arithmetic.
Through the open double doors, she could see him waiting at the altar, flanked by Nico and an older man she didn't recognize. Damiano wore black like it was a second skin grown rather than tailored, and even from this distance she could read the deliberate stillness in his shoulders — a man holding himself in careful check the way she imagined he held a weapon, with total, practiced, unshowy control.
"You don't have to smile," her father murmured beside her, his arm looped tight through hers, both of them pausing at the threshold. "Nobody in this chapel expects you to smile today, cara."
"I know." She smiled anyway, small and mostly at her own expense, a private joke between herself and whatever version of fate had arranged all of this. "Let's get it over with, Papa, before I lose my nerve entirely."
The walk down the aisle took eleven steps. She counted each one, because counting was considerably easier than allowing herself to feel anything about what those steps were carrying her toward. By the fourth step she noticed his sisters seated in the front pew, twin dark-haired women who watched her approach with open, unhurried, assessing curiosity, as though cataloguing her for some private ledger of their own. By the seventh step, she noticed Nico grinning like the entire affair delighted him more than any wedding had a right to. By the eleventh step, she was standing directly in front of Damiano, and he was looking at her the way he had in the restaurant three weeks earlier — as though he had already decided something important about her that she had not, strictly speaking, been consulted on.
"You look terrified," he murmured, pitched too low for the priest to catch.
"I am terrified."
"Good instinct." Something crossed his mouth that wasn't quite a smile, more like its rough blueprint, sketched and then abandoned. "Hold onto that feeling. It will keep you sharper than the women who come to men like me entirely unafraid, and there have been more of those than you might imagine."
"Is that meant to be romantic?"
"It's meant to be true," he said. "I find, lately, that I would rather tell you true things than pretty ones. You strike me as a woman who would see through pretty ones within a week regardless."
The vows themselves were traditional, borrowed words neither of them had written personally, and yet when Damiano said I take you his voice dropped into a register that sounded considerably less like ceremony and more like an oath sworn between two men who fully intended to kill one another over its breaking. When he slid the ring onto her trembling finger, his thumb grazed her knuckle deliberately, and heat climbed the length of her arm from that single point of contact as though she'd touched a live current running just beneath the skin.
"You may kiss the bride."
He tilted her chin upward with one finger, unhurried, giving her every reasonable chance to pull away that she found, somewhat to her own surprise, she did not particularly want to take. The kiss itself was brief and searing and over before she'd fully caught her breath, and when he drew back his eyes had darkened in a way that made her stomach drop like a missed stair in the dark.
"Mrs. Marchetti," he said quietly, testing the shape of the words in his mouth.
"That is going to take some considerable getting used to."
"Take all the time you require," he said. "I am not going anywhere, Aria. Not now."
The reception, held afterward in the estate's largest dining room, was louder and warmer than she had expected — Nico toasting them with an embarrassing story about a fourteen-year-old Damiano sneaking his mother's car to impress a girl and driving it directly into a public fountain; Sofia crying open, unguarded, happy tears into a handkerchief she'd clearly brought prepared for the purpose; even the watchful men stationed near the doors seeming, for one single evening, to relax fractionally into something resembling genuine celebration.
Aria drank one glass of wine more than she'd intended and found herself laughing, really laughing, at something ridiculous Nico had said about his brother's teenage haircut — the first fully unguarded sound she'd made aloud in nearly a week. Across the crowded room, she caught Damiano watching her with an expression she couldn't immediately name — hunger, perhaps, though slower and more patient than that word usually implied, like a man perfectly content to let a fire build gradually on its own rather than force the flame into existence before its time.
"You're staring," she told him later, when the guests had thinned considerably and he had come to stand beside her at the edge of the terrace, city lights strung out below them in the dark like something spilled and left to glitter.
"I'm permitted to stare. You are, as of two hours ago, legally my wife."
"A few hours doesn't erase the fact that you're still a stranger to me."
"No," he agreed, unbothered. "But it's a beginning, and I've found I don't mind beginnings nearly as much as I once assumed I would. Come here."
She went, because some traitorous, curious part of her genuinely wanted to, and let him settle both hands lightly at her waist — the first time he had touched her without an audience present demanding some performance of affection between them. Up close, he smelled of cedar and faint gunmetal and something warmer underneath both that she didn't yet have a word for.
"I am not going to touch you tonight unless you want me to," he said, low, his mouth close to her temple. "I understand what tonight is traditionally supposed to be, in a marriage arranged the way ours was. I don't require it of you, and I will not take it, not until you offer it freely and without any sense of obligation attached. But I want you to understand something clearly: I intend to earn it, Aria. However long that ultimately takes me."
She pulled back just enough to study his face properly, searching for the angle, the trick she assumed had to be hiding somewhere beneath the words. She didn't find one, and the absence of it unsettled her more than its presence would have. "Why does that matter so much to you? You already have everything you wanted out of this arrangement — my father's debt settled, Caruso's excuse for war removed, a wife with your name freshly printed on her documents."
"Because I have no interest in a wife who merely tolerates my presence in her life," he said simply. "I want one who wants me back, eventually, on her own terms. I confess I have never had much patience for anything in my life except, apparently, this particular pursuit." He tucked a loose strand of hair behind her ear, the gesture almost absent, as though he'd repeated it a hundred times before rather than once. "Sleep in the room down the hall from mine tonight, if it makes this easier. Lock the door, if that helps you feel safer. I promise you it won't be strictly necessary — but lock it anyway, if that is what you need to sleep."
She did lock it. And then she lay awake for the better part of an hour afterward, listening to the unfamiliar quiet of a house that was now, somehow, hers as well, and found herself, absurdly, faintly disappointed that he had never once tried the handle.