She left
Colt's POV
Alexia left my bedroom weeks ago leaving me in agonizing torture, I still hope she changes her mind but we are so apart now that conversation is not even possible, I can't find the words to convince her to stay.
Every time we run into each other, we just look at each other, like trying to say something, but nothing comes out. So I have tried to avoid her as much as possible, except when we are in public, but even then, we don't talk. She doesn't even look at me.
The only thing that numbs my pain is the whiskey that keeps me company every night, it gives me the courage to break into her room and watch her sleep, I have to contain myself from touching her as I'm sure she will reject me, I stay there for like an hour just looking at her, torturing myself for not bein
