Ray offered to take me back to my dorm but I refused amidst his endless pleas, I explained to him that I needed to walk in order to absorb all the information he gave me. We came back to good terms and went back to being close friends. I also apologized for judging him without knowing about his disappearance. After listening to his near death experience, the scar of the bullet that almost took his life . I couldn't hold it together anymore and broke down. I was feeling both sympathetic and guilty for always putting him on the wrong side. I hope Christa could forgive me for the ill thoughts I always had about his father. On hearing the truth I instantly forgave him and forgave myself for holding such a grudge against him thinking he had selfishly left me. I was the selfish one here. But how
