The Alpha’s White Wolf Luna

Heartbroken

Ariah’s POV

My whole day turned into a blur. I feel completely heartbroken yet I don’t know why. I don’t feel the pain of the rejection which is obviously great, but knowing he doesn’t want me hurts.

“I thought you don’t want him either” snarls Angie.

She’s been mad at me since I accepted the rejection.

“I don’t Angie” I snap

“Could of fooled me” she growls “you have made a mistake”

She’s been repeating that since this morning. Even if I change my mind and decide having Alpha Ryder as a mate would be a good thing, seeing as I want to leave my current pack at the first opportunity, he doesn’t want me. He made that perfectly clear! He didn’t even give me chance to speak, he just barked out his orders to ‘get it over and done with’.

I haven’t seen him since this mornings events in the corridor. I can only assume he is keeping his distance. I know he is still at school, I can smell him and feel him near, yet I haven’t come face to face with him.

It’s the afternoon break. After this, there are two more lessons until home time and I for one, cannot wait to get out of this school today.

I choose to be on my own. Sitting under a shaded tree with my book, ignoring the world as it passes by when I suddenly feel weird.. I can’t explain this feeling at all, it’s like this feeling doesn’t actually belong to me..

It’s not my feeling..

It’s Alpha Ryder’s!

It doesn’t take me long to realise why I feel weird and extremely angry, he’s about to have s*x with someone!

Does he know I can sense this?!

If he knows he probably doesn’t care!

I break down into tears. Pain like I’ve never felt it before. It hurts so much I just want to die!

‘Why did it have to be him’ I think to myself as the tears fall down my face..

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Ryder’s POV

I have watched Ariah all day, keeping my distance so she can’t see me. I don’t want her to think I’m some sort of stalker! A man who rejects her then won’t leave her alone after it. Rubbing salt in the wounds if you will.

I can’t help myself though, after this morning, I just want to make sure she’s okay. Looking at her face and seeing her puffy eyes, I can tell she’s far from okay.

I’m such an i***t!!

I’m doing what’s best for my pack, that’s all I need to keep telling myself!

“Yet you want her as much as I do” barks Riley “why did you have to do it Ryder. Give me control, let me make this right.. you will thank me in the long run” he continues.

I’m officially pissed off.

“ENOUGH” I growl at my wolf. A growl that makes the ground shake beneath my feet.

I feel the rage boiling up inside.

Everything about today has made me incredibly angry and I’ve tried my hardest to keep my temper at bay but now, I’m about to explode. I need to get it out of my system. I need a distraction and I need one now.

I push Riley to the back of my thoughts and mind link Lucy to tell her to get her arse to the gym. NOW!

Lucy appears in less than 5 minutes. She is so easy it’s unreal and because I know she is easy, she is going to be my distraction, for the time being at least.

“Ryder honey, you wanted to see me” she says batting her eye lashes at me “I heard you rejected HER! So, when are we going to make me the official Luna” she questions.

An aggressive growl comes from my chest.

I don’t say anything. I’m angry. I want to rip her head off for not calling Ariah by her name. I don’t want to be close to Lucy at all but like I said, she’s easy so if I want to take my mind off my rejected mate, I will use her.

I walk to Lucy, actually more like strut to her, she smiles like she knows what’s about to happen. She’s right. I’m going to f**k her.. hard!

I bend her over the machine, pushing her skirt up. I put some protection on my hard rock and not even caring if she’s wet or not, of course she was, I am ready to shove my man hood in, aggressively.

“I want you now Ryder” she cries out.

I feel like shouting ‘this is for me, not you! Your just a distraction’ but before I manage to get the words out or insert myself into her, my mind is quickly taken over by a sudden feeling of heartbreak.

I stop instantly and move away, leaving Lucy bent over, looking at me confused as to why I stopped abruptly and haven’t yet entered her.

The heartbreak definitely wasn’t mine, it’s Ariah’s. I can feel it as clear as day, she’s heartbroken, but why?

“She can sense what your about to do i***t, just like you can sense and feel her heartbreak” Riley says rolling his wolf eyes at me.

FUCK!! I’ve managed to upset her twice today, and this time I’m no where near her.

“I’ve got to go” I snap at Lucy.

She jumps up adjusting her skirt.

“But we only just got started. You need to mark me Ryder” she screams at me.

“Later” is all I have to say as I run out of the gym.

I need to find Ariah..

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Ariah’s POV

I’ve been sitting here for 10 minutes, crying like I’ve never cried before. I can’t believe he didn’t even wait 24 hours after rejecting me to move on. Goddess, he didn’t even wait 5.

I know he has no reason to take my feelings into consideration but goddess, the same day, really?!

I need to get my s**t together. When I’ve watched love movies I’ve always thought to myself, ‘I’d never cry over a man like them women’ yet here I am.. annoying myself by breaking my heart out.

I put my book in my bag, ready to head back into the school building but I’m stopped by a smell, I don’t even have to think who it belongs to, because I already know.

Ryder.

“Ariah” Ryder says.

“What” I can’t help but snap at him.

“I’m sorry I.. I didn’t realise you could.. I didn’t do anything with her” he looks so apologetic.

“You don’t need to explain yourself to me Alpha”

“Please, it’s Ryder” he pleads “your upset. I didn’t realise you could sense what..”

I cut him off

“Oh please! You think I’m upset because of you, ALPHA” I lie “not everything is about you”

“I just thought..”

“Well you thought wrong” I say, cutting him off again.

“I just wanted to say sorry, to make sure your okay” he now looks concerned.

“Im fine Alpha. You can leave me alone now” I reply, tears still making their way out of my eyes.

“Call me Ryder please” he pleads again.

“Goodbye Alpha” I whisper as I walk away from him.