When it's wrong

12.

- Kelsey 

Laying in the bed my body was still so much in shock from that kiss Derrick just gave me, when his lips touched mine it felt so right my body reacting almost instantly causing me to become so wet. But it was just so wrong, I couldn't escape that feeling of it being wrong. What the hell would Niyla think. Could I actually be with Derrick? I had never had a boyfriend. I had never been kissed by a man. My only s****l encounter was by my own stepfather. I was damaged goods in my head, I was still trying to wrap my head around the fact he was actually attracted to me. Something in my heartfelt a connection to him, and I just couldn't ignore it. In a matter of a day, Derrick Evans managed to completely flip my world upside down. I didn't know what to do, I guess I would just wait it out and see what happens.

There was a knock at my door, breaking me from my thoughts I sat up on the bed. Come in I said, straightening up my clothes.

" Hey Kels," Niyla said walking in shutting the door behind her. " Um I don't really know how to say this or tell you this but, Derrick and I are splitting up. I know it probably doesn't make sense to you right now but we haven't loved each other in a very long time and have been trying to make it work. He is not the person for me and I'm not the person for him." she said wiping a tear. " I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable Kels, I'm so sorry.

Rhianna's assistant emailed me today and asked if I was available to come to Cuba to decorate her house. I am going. I will still pay you even though I'm not here as long as you oversee the project with Mr. East's home. You won't have to do much, I have a vision all you'll have to do is make sure everything turns out." she said sitting up straight. Her face showed worry as if she thought I'd say no. " I am also moving out of this house, I'll make those arrangements when I return, tonight I'll be staying in a hotel you are more than welcome to join me. But if you want to stay here that is fine also." She said looking me in my eyes. Niyla I just want to stay here if you don't mind. I said not really knowing why a part of me knew it was because of Derrick. " Kels that's fine, I'm going to pack a bag. When I make my final travel arrangements I'll let you know everything, I know you still have school so you can drive my car while I'm gone," she said getting up to leave. I gave her a hug and said sorry for everything she was going through, and also thank you for everything she was still willing to do for me.

Leaving my room she shut the door, getting up off the bed my stomach growled I was starving. Looking around the room it was so beautiful. I noticed there was a bathroom attached to my room that also was attached to the hallway so other guests could use it I'm assuming. The bathroom was so beautiful. Going through the bags I grabbed a semi-long gray sweater and some white thigh-high lace socks. Going into the attached bathroom, I started the shower and took my long hair out of the bun stripping out of my clothes I stepped into the shower and washed my body, I found a new razor and toothbrush in the cabinet that I brought into the shower with me, after washing my body I lathered my legs in shaving cream and began to shave them making sure all the hair was gone and they were extra smooth, hesitantly I applied some shaving cream to my p***y, this would be the first time shaving it. Being very careful I managed to shave it completely bald. Brushing my teeth next, I let the water run through my hair and over my body for a while. Thirty minutes later I was stepping out of the shower, wrapping myself in a huge fluffy towel I began looking through the drawers hoping to find a hairdryer, getting super lucky I found one under the sink. Lightly blowing my hair dry trying hard not to disturb my curls.

I was done drying my hair in about ten minutes, I put it back under the sink and grabbed my clothes from the floor walking back into the bedroom. I looked through the bags for the body lotion and spray, I found some along with some coconut body oil. Making sure not to miss a spot I put the oil all over my body, and put some lotion on my legs and feet. I got dressed not realizing an entire hour had passed. I grabbed my phone and laid across the bed, seeing I had a text from Niyla saying she had left and was going to stay at a hotel close by the office. I felt bad that she was getting ready to drive a half-hour away when it was already going on ten-thirty. Throwing my phone on the bed I decided this was the best time to go in search of some food. Opening my bedroom door the hall was dark. There was a little light coming from the bottom of the stairs at the end of the long hallway. Making my way down the hallway I went down the steps. The kitchen light was on making it less creepy. Walking into the kitchen of course I see Derrick sitting at the island with his head down, so he didn't see me enter the kitchen. Walking up behind him I began to rub his shoulders slowly. I obviously startled him because he jumped slightly. Jerking his head up he was now looking me directly in my eyes, feeling my p***y instantly become wet, I was reminded I didn't even put any panties on after my shower. He turned all the way around still sitting and was now directly between my legs. His hands found there way on my sides rubbing up and down, causing me to moan out softly. " Kelsey I am so sorry," he said with his hands now on my bare thighs. Just his hands so close to my p***y was sending my body into overdrive. Ummm It's... it's okay I got out. His hands now rubbing my thighs, his hands were so big and so muscular he began moving them up higher until he was now grabbing my bare ass with both hands......