Chapter15

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Zarina  I moved myself on Jakes lap so I was now straddling him. "Jake." I said. "Jake." I said again little louder. "JACOB!" I yelled finally. And he stirred awake. "5 more mintunes." He said and leaned his head agisnt my chest. I just sat there. He would realize I moved. He moved his hand around my body, until it found its way to my right breast. "Huh, when did these get right infront me?" He said and I rolled my eyes. He began to squeeze it, and kiss my chest. "Na, no sir. Not now it is 6 at night and I am hungry and we are in my office. Snap out of it." "But, but, but." He said and looked up at me with his puppy eyes he gives me. "Jake please." I said to him. "Ok, ok. Do you want to go into the kitchen and eat? Or do you want to eat in our room?" "Kitchen is fine." I said and stood up and placed the blanket back on the couch. Jake got up and stretched before going to his desk to get his phone. I grabbed mine and checked my makeup from crying. And you guessed it, its a mess. I opened my top drawer of my desk and grabbed the makeup wipes I leave in there for emergancies. Once I was ready, we walked to the kitchen had in hand. Mass link, you no longer need to go to the Beta frist. If you need something your Alpha and Luna are here. Jake sent out a mass link. Huh, I kinda remember Levi sending one out, but I thought I was dreaming that. Guess not. We got to the kitchen, and there was a few maids in there. "Alpha, Luna." They greated us. "What can I make for you two for dinner?" The head cook asked. I was about to answer when my phone dinged. "Hun, go a head. Let me look at this. It might be my dad." I said to him, as I pulled my phone out. Jake began to say that he wanted anything with protein, and then I tuned him out. It wasn't my dad, it was my period tracker. My heart dropped. It said my cycle was about to start in 3 days. Fuck, f**k, f**k. I'll be in heat. And mated. I said to myself. To say I am scared it an understatment. When a wearwolf goes into heat and they don't have a mate, its fine just like a normal period. But now that I am mated, I'll give off pheromones to Jake and he will be extra horny and extra to breed me. "Luna?" The head cook said. I shook my head and placed my phone back in my back pocket. "Mh? Yes?" I said to her. "What can I get you?" "A grilled cheese is fine thank you." I said and Jake looked at me, with a confused face. "Jake, can we talk?" I said as he pulled my chair out at the bar/island. "Of course, since when do you only get a grilled cheese? I have never heard you ordering something with out a protein." "I was craving it." I said this in hopes he would catch on. But he just looked at me, blinking. Deer in headlights look. Then we heard a gasp. I looked over and it was one of the kitchen maids. "I'm sorry Alpha and Luna, I didn't mean to over hear. Luna if I may ask." She started. "Is your cycle going to start?" She then whispered to us. "Fuck." Jake said. I didn't say anything. I just looked at both of them. "Can we have the room please if you are done cooking?" Jake address the head cook and the maids. They didn't answer just bowed and left. Jake pinched the bridge of his nose and let out a sigh. "Is that what you wanted to talk about?" He said looking at me. "Yep. I was trying to hint at it." "Was that what was on your phone?" "Right again." "How many days til it starts?" "Roughly, 3." "Fuck." he said and let out a sigh again. "I will do everything I can to stay away from you, and no to pounce on you. I know we aren't ready to have a child yet. I will do everything I can I promise." He said. I ate my grilled cheese slowly. My mind was alreay racing as to how was he going to stay away from me. When we finished dinner we headed up to our room. Jake ran a bath for me, while I took the rest of my makeup off. I guess he can read my mind now. "I figured you would want a bath. you had what I would call a rough day." He said. I just looked at him and smiled. Truth is, this isn't even the worse of it. After my bath, I walked into the bedroom and Jake was laying on the bed, looking at somethings on his phone. My head was still pounding so I just crawled into bed and wanted to sleep. "Head still hurting?" Jake asked me. I nodded. "I'm sorry hun. Can I get you anything?" "No thank you, nothing ever seems to help." "Well then I'll just hold you." He said and took me into his arms. I felt at peace in them. I loved being in his arms. As my app on my phone said, 3 day later my period came. In the middle of the day, and a meeting of all times. It was me, Jake, Levi and other warriors. We were disscuing the rouge activity in the neighboring pack lands. When all of a sudden I felt it, and I saw Jakes eyes change. I think everyone else saw them change too. "Out. All of you. Now!" He said, voice laced with Alpha will. Everyone listened, and left as him and I just stood there staring at each other. "Zarina." He said and took a deep breath. "You smell intoxicating." He said as he let out the breath. "Yea, but no pouncing on me, remember." I reminded him. I tried to move to the door, but I could tell the Shilo was fighting him for control. He was slowly moving towards me like he was hunting me. "Just one taste." He begged. "No, no kids yet. We aren't ready" I said backing up to the door that was now closed thanks to Levi. Note to self yell at him later. "Please." Jake said breathing on my neck. f**k that felt good. And that was just his breath. No, No snap out of it Zarina. "I'm sorry Jake. But no. Please leave me alone for the rest of th day." I said pushing him away. I turned around to open the door to head up to the room to change my pants when he grabbed the door handle. "Jake?" I asked and looked up at him. But Jake wasn't there. It was all Shilo, I could tell. "No Jake, Shilo." He said. Yep knew that. "Shilo, you know we aren't ready yet. Please let me go change." "No little mate. Stay." He said turning me around. He then began to kiss on my neck. I won't lie and say it didn't feel good but we didn't need this. "Stop." I said. "Stop." Again. "STOP!" I yelled and he did. "I am leaving and you are going to let me. Do I make my self clear?" I asked. He didn't respond. Forgive me Jake. I said to myself before I slapped him across the face. This startled him, and he took a few steps back. I took the chance and left. I walked as fast as I could to our offices with out making a scene. I made it to our room and I lock the door, behind me. I know that may not keep him out but it will work. I ran into the shower and turned it on cold to try and wash this smell, and the hotness that was coming over me off. I didn't even brother to take my clothes off. I slid to the floor of the shower with my back agasint the wall and cried soflty. I have never been so scared of someone I love. And I am a Warrior. Is this because I'm on my period? Or is this from the mate bond? I sat there for a few minutes when I heard him break the door down. I locked the bathroom door too. Hopefully he won't come in. "Zee, it's me. I'm so sorry about Shilo. Please let me in. I know you're scared, I know you're crying." It was Jake. Shilo must have pushed himself back into his mind. I didn't say anything. I just wanted to sit here. "I'll just sit here and wait. Take your time. I'm sorry." He said.
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