Bryan's POV
Work was more than I expected it to be today. The deal with the Chinese investors has been successfully signed and I feel proud of myself more than anything else. I am going to own a factory soon.
But I couldn't let myself sink and bask in the overwhelming feeling of my achievement today because of my guilt. I left work with a mixed feeling; I want to be happy about today's achievement and at the same time, I want to wallow in self-pity for betraying Helena.
I wish she was alive to hear me out and find out the truth by herself. I wish I told her this myself. I wish I can explain what happened and what led to my unfaithfulness but she is gone, I can't explain anything to her.
She will neither hear nor see me suffering. No matter how hard I am on myself and others for betray
