The moment I slipped into the back seat of the waiting car, my hands were trembling. “Drive,” I ordered, barely above a whisper, but the driver hesitated. “Mrs—” “Now.” Something in my tone must have convinced him, because he stepped on the gas, and the warehouse disappeared into the night behind us. I exhaled shakily, trying to collect myself, but my mind was spinning. James. What had I just witnessed? There lying in that dimly lit warehouse, the manner of which the man talked about me as fate, me as problem, no wife, no person but a thing to be solved. I pressed my hands into my lap, calming the breath pace. I had been living the ideal wife life, my smile and acceptance of the uncertainty masking each worry, the idea swirling in my mind that maybe—just maybe—James was still wh

