He is the one
3796 Words
God, why does this happen every time? I don't date much because of this. It's like I have that magnet or something. He will be extra jealous or aggressive or something like that. Now I'm on a date with the guy who for ten minutes expressed to me how mad he is that I smiled at the waiter when he took our order. I mean my parents taught me to be polite to the people who work so hard. Well, I'm polite to everyone. I try to think of a way to escape when I see my CEO waving at me. Oh thank God
“Excuse me, is my CEO,” I say and I stand up and walk to him quickly
“Hey, are you ok?” he says his gorgeous honey eyes looking at me
“I will survive,” I say and I look at my ‘date’
“Yeah, I could hear him over here. Who the hell's that?”
“He is my date. A friend of mine set it up but didn't work as she wanted it”
“Ohh. A date?”
“Yes. I was trying to find a way to leave when you saw me. He got mad because I was polite and smiled at the waiter”
“Well. My condolences. What a shitty guy to be paired with.”
“Thank God that you came. I told him that you are my boss, maybe now I find a way out”
“Oh! “ he laughs
“So you told him I'm your boss? Good. He'd be an i***t to come over here.”
“I hope so”
“You sure you're alright? You're shaking,” he says
“I hope to find a way out”
“Yeah, I can imagine you'd be uncomfortable. The things I heard was awful. You can stay here with me if you need to. But I suppose you'd wanna go home instead, yeah?”
“Yes. I will call an Uber”
“He is your ride?“ I look back and I see he is angry. I don't want to embarrass myself to inform Mr. Stevens
“Hey. Stop looking back at him. Look at me.” I returned my focus to Mr. Stevens
“There you go. Now listen. You have nothing to be scared of. Ok? He won't come over here.”
“He is watching and he is mad”
“I know he's watching. Let him. He will not come over here. I promise.” he sighs
“Listen, do you want to go home now?
“Yes but I have to call someone” he turns to the barman
“OK then. Jack, I will be back tomorrow.” The barman nods his head
“Come on I will take you home”
“I don't want cost any trouble”
“It's no trouble. I'd rather do this than leave you alone with him. Or take an Uber” f**k he is always a gentleman
“Thank you”
“Ok, let's go to my car” As we leave, my ‘date’ arrives and goes against Mr. Stevens
“Oh, well well well... look who's coming? You're alright. I won't let him hurt you.” that's why I have feelings for him. He is perfect, a knight
“Hello. Apologies, but I'll be taking your date home now.”
“She is my date. Back of”
“This isn't up for discussion. I'd rather not leave her with you. Not after what I heard you say.” he uses some language I can't even say
“There's no need for that kind of language.” my ‘date’ take a step to Mr. Stevens
“Alright, listen here. I suggest that you stop running your mouth in front of me, either go back to the bar and drink yourself or stop being a pain, and go home.” Mr. Stevens looking at him in the eyes
“Do not test me.” f**k I just c*m in my panties. The guy backs off, cursing as he leaves.
“Let's go, beautiful” he called me beautiful. We walk outside and he shows us where his car is
“I'm sorry for all this”
“Oh please. You have nothing to apologize for. Besides, I'm your boss. Of course, I'm gonna help you.”
“Still I feel so embarrassed”
“Dont. What kind of boss….no. What kind of man and friend would I be if I just left you to him?” oh you are THE MAN. He opened the car door for me as the gentleman he is then he walked around the car and got in too.
“Well, that there was one of the worst dates I've seen. How's about we get you home and put this night behind us?”
“You can leave me at the train station.”
“Are you sure? I don't mind dropping you near your place. “
“You have already done enough for me. I don't want to be in more trouble
“Please. You are no trouble. “ I told him my address and he started driving
“I going to kill Zoey” I murmur, she is his assistant
“What did you say?”
“Zoey set me up the date. He is her son's friend. She kept saying how good-looking a gentleman he was”
“Yep. Not really”
“I know,” I say and we laugh
“You're the best when you're smiling,” he says to me and I feel my cheeks burning. He drives and we are in silence for a bit
“So why do you need someone to find you a date? You are beautiful and smart and kind…” and I'm going to faint
“I'm sure you will have men on your feet”
“I don't think I will ever gonna find anyone,” I say and I signed
“What with that defeated sigh?”
“The one that I want he doesn't even look at me. And those who are looking at me are like that guy or they are not enough”
“Besides the point! You're quite the catch. I bet your prince charming he will notice you. He will be a fool if he hasn't”
“He wouldn't want me”
“Why?”
“He is out of my league. He will not want a virgin at my age” f**k did I say that out loud? God, why? I'm twenty-five, a virgin, in love with my boss and I told him that I had never been with a guy before. Nice job Faith
“Wait...you're still a virgin?”
“Yeah. Not ideal in my age”
“Are you kidding? There are plenty of virgins your age. Well, I know a few who are way older than you. There's no shame in it. Trust me. I have a sister I know it's important to be ready”
“Thanks” God I could be his right now in the car, I don't f*****g care
“Ohh...well, don't you worry. It'll happen eventually. But you should choose your date wisely. Next time if something is off, go to the barman, call someone. I will give you my personas number just to be sure. I don't want you getting hurt.” oh my God he is making it harder. I fall more and more
“It's fine. You have your life”
“I'm serious. You're very special….for the office, but to me too.”
“Really?”
“Yeah well. I know you always just drop a coffee off before you go to your office. But you always stay for a chat with me or Zoey. It's usually Zoey you chat more”
“You are the boss, so naturally you are busier”
“Zoey once said that you are shy around me because you have a crush on me” I'm going to kill you, Zoey. I didn't answer and he didn't say anything else. We arrived at my place
“Wow, this is a quiet neighborhood.”
“I know. I don't like the noise. Is that building there” he stops
“Can I ask something?” I'm going to do it. I don't have to lose something.
“Sure. You can ask everything”
“Do you find me attractive?” he looks at me and I don't understand how he must feel
“Of course you are attractive. I told you, you are beautiful and you will find someone…”
“I want to get over with my virginity. And I feel comfortable with you. If you want it” he coughs and he looks suprised. The worst that could happen is to say no
“You want me to take your virginity...?”
“Yes”
“Do you realize I'm your boss, right? It will be inappropriate”
“Inappropriate?”
“Yes. Quite inappropriate” We stare at each other for a long time
“You staring at me,” I say
“I know I'm still staring. So are you. You know what? I should leave. You go to your house. Then this whole conversation would be over. We will go back to the usual. You'd bring Zoey and me coffee in the morning, we'd chat about things, and we would act like everything's normal”
“Act?”
“Yes Faith act, because in the back of our minds, this conversation will be on, and we will wonder what will happen if…” he looks at me. He wants to make a move. f**k it. I lean and I cup his face. My lips touch his and a moment of pure happiness starts. His lips are soft and warm, I can taste the drink he had before. His hands touch my arms and my waist. Wow, I had kisses before but not like this. He knows how to make a woman feel good.
“Faith that shouldn't….” I kiss him again
“Please. Just tonight. I won't say anything, I won't ask anything else.” he sighs and goes back to kissing me sensual
“Walk to your apartment. I'm right behind you” Yes, thank you, God. We walk fast to the building and when we are in the elevator I pull him closer for one more deep kiss. My God this guy will make me c*m just by kissing me.
My hands trembled as I tried to unlock my apartment door, he touched me and he unlocked the door. We walk in and when he closes the door he attacks me with kisses. He pushed me to the wall
“Are you sure? I'm asking for one time. I will not ask again”
“Yes, please. I want you”
“My God Faith. You look at me with those dazed eyes. I can't say no to you. This is so bad”
“Why?”
“You are one of my employees. I should be looking after you, not doing this”
“I asked you. You are not taking advantage of me or anything like that. I trust you”
“f**k. You know what are you doing to me?” he takes my hand and put it on his c**k.
“I did that?”
“Yes, you did that. I'm giving you one more chance. You can back out now. I will leave we forget this happened. We'll go back to our usual morning chats at the office.”
“But…” he cuts me off
“But if you want me to take your virginity. Then take me to your bedroom”
I take his hand and we walk to my bedroom. Between kisses and touching each other bodies, we end up on my bed with his finger in my p***y.
“I love your moans. Now let me have a taste. It will also help you relax”
“Ok,” I say whispering, I can't find my voice. He kisses my thighs and touches my p***y. He licks and sucks and my world spinning.
“So delicious. You are so tight, I have to stretch you up baby If I just twist my fingers up and curl them just right...”
“Oh my God” I cry in pleasure
“I guess I find that right spot. You look so pretty, head back, mouth open, just crying out in pleasure” f**k my moans echoes in the room
“Keep going...that's it...keep going. Can you c*m for me? Please” he f***s me with his finger and licks my c**t. Soon I climax moaning his name
“Good girl...!” he takes his fingers and he is coming for a kiss. He licks his fingers
“f**k. You taste so good” he says excited
“I'll give you a moment to relax” he kisses me and then my neck
“How do you feel?”
“Amazing,” I say but my voice comes out with a whisper
“Now. How about...moving on to the next part? You think you're ready?”
“Mmmm”
“I didn't catch that baby. I need words”
“Yes. I'm ready”
“Good girl” he takes my hand and put it on his cock
“You feel that? Do you feel how hard I am for you right now? That's all because of you.” it's bigger than before
“First of all. You are on birth control?”
“No. But I have condoms in the last drawer” and I point him the bedside table
“You wanted to be prepared?” he moves to take out a condom
“One of my friends gave them to me. You never know when will happen, she says” I say with a giggle
“She is right,” he says, and when he puts it on then he starts giving me small kisses
“Spread your legs more for me, baby” he positions and he is rubbing his c**k between my p***y lips
“I will go as slow as you need. If it gets too much, just let me know ok? And I'll stop”
“You are killing me here.” i say desperate
“I'm serious, Faith” he looks at me seriously in my eyes
“Ok. If it's too much I will tell you”
“Good. Are you ready?”
“Yes” he pushes inside and I gasp
“It's just the head. How do you feel...?”
“Fine”
“OK. I'll just push in a bit more. Oh f**k” he frowns
“What is it?” I ask scared
“Ohh god. Nothing you are so tight. You are still ok?”
“I'm ok.” It hurt so much but I don't want him to stop
“You think you could take a bit more?”
“Yes” he pushes more and I close my eyes. f**k it hurt so bad. He groans
“Are you ok? Tell me”
“It hurts a little”
“It hurts? s**t, I'm sorry. Did you want to stop?” I open my eyes
“No. Keep going”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes. You are almost in now” I say crying
“Ok. Tell me when you are ready to move”
“You feel ok?” I ask
“You feel too good. I can't think straight right now. You are so tight. You squeeze me in a way that I can't… f**k” he kisses me
“It's your first time. I have to go slow but the only I want now is to start thrusting hard and fast”
“You can move”
“Yeah...? You are crying. Are you sure are you ok?”
“You are all in now. I don't want you to stop” he starts thrusting slowly
“Oh god...like that, nice and slow...how are you feeling? Does it hurt?”
“Not anymore”
“That's good” his moans as he thrusts are so sexy. I can't believe this man taking my virginity
“Does it hurt?” f**k he is so caring that is so turned on
“No. Keep moving”
“Good. Baby, you're taking me so well.”
“You feel so good” I grab my legs around my waist
“Oh f**k” he moans
“Are you ok? I feel good?”
“Oh yes...yes you feel good. Don't worry about that” he looks at me in eyes with adoration
“The way you're squeezing me with so much heat and tightness it's almost too much...”
“Yes?” I am so happy about that. I want him to enjoy the moment too
“Yes. Can I go faster?”
“Yes”
“For sure?” he thrusts faster and he goes deeper than before. My moans are louder than before
“You are going to wake up your neighbors”
“I don't care. It feels so good”
“God you are amazing. Why your p***y has to feel so good?” he feels so good too, I'm going to c*m again
“I'm close...are you...?”
“Yes, go harder” I moan
“Harder? Ok, c*m for me. c*m for me one more time, baby” he f***s me harder and as he looks at me with his gorgeous eyes we c*m at the same time
“Ohh god….”
“Oh my. Girl...I'm… I'm out of breath...!” I hold him on me, caress his arms and chest, and then his cheeks
“Ohh god you were amazing...too amazing, really,” he says and he kisses me
“How was it for you?” I ask shyly
“For me? It was incredible” I smile
“Let me just…” he pulls out and I suddenly miss the touch. He lies next to me, takes off the condom, throws it away, and opens his arms meaning to rest on his chest. God that's heaven
“You feel ok?”
“Yes. Little sore but I guess it will go away”
“A warm bath will help. Tomorrow is Saturday you will have the time to relax” I'm sure he will want to leave now. As much as I love that he is holding me tight, he is doing it for me.
“Thank you. It was a great first time. I will remember it” I say and I wait for his answer. What should I do? Stay like this until he moves to leave? Or I make the move first?
“Don't thank me. It was good for me too” he kissed my head.
“I should go for a shower,” I say and I try to move my body. I don't think I will hold my tears off when he makes a move to leave first. I want more but I know he can't give them to me. He was just doing me a favor. His arm tightens around my body and I lift my head. He looks at the ceiling and I don't say anything, I will just enjoy the moment.
“You said earlier in the car that you want someone who doesn't look at you” I don't say anything
“And he wouldn't want you?”
“Yes?”
“Who is he? Do I know him?” I swallow and then he turns his head his eyes falling on me
“It doesn't matter. I know it can't happen” I say and I rest my head again on his chest
“Why are you saying that?”
“He is out of my league. Even if I talk to him he will have other better women falling to his feet” I say feeling my eyes wet
“Don't talk for yourself like that. You should try. You may surprised”
“His ex is a beautiful actress, from a wealthy family. He is from a wealthy family. He won't want me. I have nothing to offer him” I say my tears start rolling down my cheeks. I try to wipe them but fall on his chest. He brings his hands to my face
“Why are you crying?” we take sitting positions on the bed.
“Faith…?”
“I'm fine,” I say and wipe my face
“See?”
“Talk to me,” he said caressing my cheek
“I can't. It's fine I promise” I say and I bring my knees under my chin
“Ok. I will start then” he says and he takes a breath
“I have a suspicion about who you talking to. I see it as difficult to talk about it so I will start” Oh my God
“When I said that it was good for me too. What I wanted to say is it was better than imagined” A tear falls down my cheek again
“I have fallen in love with you since the first you walked into my office. I tried to stay away not because you're not my type. But because I think you deserve someone better than me” he takes my fave in his palms
“There is no one better than you,” I say and he chuckled
“Baby, for sure you know how to flatter me” he kisses me deep and passionate
“I don't f*****g care about all the things you said before. I love your body. I love that you are not from my world. You are the first person that I can talk to about everything and you are there to listen to me.” he smiles and continues
“If I had any idea that you have feelings for me I would have made a move sooner,” he says and I giggle. The tears are nonstop now.
“f**k. Please stop crying” I kiss him passing my hands around his neck. He hugged me by my waist
“You feeling better?” he asks
“I will be if you stay tonight” he squeezes me in his arms and I melt
“You don't have to ask, beautiful. I'm here” he says and he kisses my head.
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