“Where are you going?” “In the kitchen Dad. Talk with your friends I'm not going anywhere” I say walking away. I see my mom “Mom, please. Keep him busy” “He is just happy to see you, honey. It's been four years since we saw you” “I know Mom. But it's his birthday, he should have fun” We smile at each other and we walk in different ways. In the kitchen is my dad's partner and his best friend's son, Kyle. He is ten years older but it doesn't look like thirty-eight. We have known each other since I was a baby. Our fathers have had partners and best friends since high school so it's natural to be always around. I have a crush on him since I was in my teen years. When I started to discover my body and I started to understand boys and s*x he was in my mind. The ten years away didn't help to

