The snow fell very slowly.
Each flake moved like it had been slowed down, drifting from the lead-gray sky as if dancing a last waltz. The wind was a soft sigh from far away. It carried a thin chill and brushed the eaves. Tiny icicles trembled and made a faint “ting-ting” sound, answering the wind’s whisper.
Su Wan dreamed again. In the dream she stood before a palace covered in white. The stone steps were icy and sharp under her feet, the cold climbing up from the soles into her bones. She felt every rough groove in the stone, like marks left by years. Palace lamps swung in the wind, casting her thin shadow long across the snow. She wore a light palace robe — fine and soft, but it could not keep out the cold. Her fingers held the familiar silver needle. In the dim light it flashed like a thin line of fate, ready to stitch her life.
She looked up slowly. Guards stood in perfect lines, their armor shining in the snow, blades bright and frightening. On the high throne sat Ning Yu. He wore black, the color like ink that swallowed light. His face was cold, and his eyes were deep and empty like ice that never melts. He made people fear him.
“Imperial physician Su Wan—” The voice rolled across the palace like thunder and would not go away. When Ning Yu’s eyes fell on her, time felt frozen. The wind stopped. Even the snow seemed to hang still.
“Guilty of misdiagnosis that caused death. Sentence: execution.”
The words hit Su Wan like a heavy weight. The air seemed to break. The world felt like it was falling apart.
People around bowed to the ground and trembled in the snow. Only Su Wan stood, thin against the wind, stubborn and proud. The wind tossed her hair. The silver needle trembled in her hand. Her fingers had gone numb, but her heart pounded hard — as if it wanted to jump out.
She had dreamt this scene many times. Each time she woke up in fear. But this time felt different. The wind felt warm, like an invisible fire burning in the air, while the snow felt as sharp as knives, striking her face. She heard her own heart beating loud in the quiet palace — “thump thump thump” — like the drum of fate. The dream had gained weight; it no longer felt like a bubble that would pop.
She raised her head and looked at the emperor. Her voice was hoarse but steady. “Your Majesty, if this is a life — why won’t life stop?” She stared at Ning Yu, stubborn and unwilling to bow.
For a moment Ning Yu’s cold eyes flickered. The firelight made his look waver, like a calm lake disturbed by a thrown stone.
Then the wind rose. The sound of armor clashing grew louder. Someone broke through the ranks — Shen Yu. He wore heavy armor, snow dusting him, glittering in the lamp light. His eyes were sharp as blades, scanning everyone like he could see through them. He stepped in front of her and said in a low voice, “Who dares touch her?” His words were strong, like a long-held feeling finally being released.
Su Wan stared at him. In the dream he always appeared between life and death. This time he stood so close she could hear his breath — quick and heavy with worry.
“You shouldn’t have come,” she said softly, both touched and helpless.
“I come every time,” Shen Yu answered, voice low and steady, like something pulled from deep inside him.
The wind cut harder. Snowflakes felt like small knives against her skin. Ning Yu rose slowly, his look turning colder, sharp like twin swords pointing at Shen Yu. “Shen Yu, you defied the order.”
Shen Yu met the emperor’s eyes without fear. Only firm resolve showed on his face. “She should not die.”
For a moment the world froze. Snow hung in the air. The firelight stopped moving, like a picture that would not change. Time felt stuck.
Then Su Wan understood — this was fate repeating itself. But now she could see clearer. Now she could choose. Her hand shook and the silver needle slipped from her sleeve, falling into the snow. It cut a bright line of light that climbed along the snow, then up onto her wrist. The spot burned hot like fire. She felt blood and heat moving, and a low echo sounded in her ears — like fate breathing. The sound made her afraid.
“Su Wan!” Shen Yu grabbed her shoulder quickly, strong and urgent. Ning Yu called her name too, shock and anger in his voice.
She saw two figures in that moment — one of light, one of shadow — overlapping in the wind and snow. She suddenly laughed, a small laugh of relief and courage.
“I don’t want to die again.” Her voice was torn by the wind but clearer than the snow. Each word used all her strength. “I want to change my fate.”
The silver needle flashed brighter. A white beam tore through the sky, as if trying to light this dark world.
— The dream broke.
Su Wan woke with a start. Her breathing was fast and heavy, like she had fought. The room felt cold and sharp. The ceiling was the same white overhead light, slightly bright.
She looked at her wrist — the red mark was deeper than before, dark like blood soaking under the skin. She stared, hand trembling with fear and doubt. This was not just a dream. The dream had slipped into real life.
She walked to the window barefoot, lifting the curtain. Snow fell slow and pure outside, sparkling under the light. Cold wind cut through the gap and chilled her fingers. Her fingertips went numb, like they had been wrapped in ice.
Her heart beat loudly — “thump thump thump” — as if answering something. The beat felt like a call.
She closed her eyes and heard the voice again — “I want to change fate.” Her lashes trembled like butterfly wings.
Her phone lit up. A message from Shen Yu popped on the screen: “Did you dream last night?”
Her heart jumped. The invisible line that stretched from dream to waking life felt real. She did not reply at once. She set the phone down and looked back at the falling snow. She whispered, “Dreams are not just dreams.” Her voice was very soft, but sure.
The silver needle on the table trembled slightly as the wind passed. A tiny flash came from its tip, drawing a thin arc in the air — like the path of fate. Her palm was warm, as if that line had started pulling her toward something unknown.
— Fate had not ended.