P.S THIS CHAPTER IS NOT EDITED!!!! New day, new bullshit. I woke up from my sleep and I felt so tired and I honestly just wanted to go back into bed. I got up and went to my bathroom and looked in the mirror. I looked like a hot mess. I sighed and turned the shower on and started getting ready for the day ahead of me today. I brushed my teeth and put my hair in a bun so it doesn't get wet in the shower. I looked at my body in the mirror, placed my hands where he would touch me. Where I had missed them around me and sighed. I miss being hugged the way he used to hug. I miss being kissed the way he used to kiss me. I miss my boyfriend. I love. My best friend. My life partner. My everything. My world. Over I think y'all have gotten the hint, but I miss him so much. I got undressed and st

